The Hotels cost the earth in Indian Rupees and I need to have friends along to share costs..

I will go bankrupt alone :(

Since most of my friends are married with kids and might not be fun to baby sit a child in Goa I can forget it :(

Maybe someother year some other time.

In the mean while I am keep trying to locate a nice hotel/beach hut which wont drain 5 months of my salary in one go!!

In other news...

There are days when I feel fine.. I dont have any dark clouds hovering over my head..

Then there are days of deep dark depression.

Today happens to be a nice day.. I dont feel depressed .I feel OK.

Infact hearing other people discussing Mr AD's Hot ex didnt impact me as much as it would have if I were depressed. It did make my tummy lurch for a fraction of a second but then I was able to go for dinner break without wasting my food.

I may be pessimestic regarding Indian men and ever finding one who has brains and balls and is a human being but besides that flaw i am fine!!

I know soon I will be more than just fine!