I had a chat with my close friend today

She was suggesting she set me up with a few nice single men etc and stuff.

This really got me steamed and I went on a rant-age!

I told her nicely that Indian men suck and that they are pathetic Mummy's boys in adult diapers.

They want girlfriends who are modern and comfortable in their sexuality and stuff but the moment it comes to choosing a wife they start looking for someone from 1950's like their mom.

They have no brains only err their tools which does all their thinking for them.

I was not interested in even looking at another Man because if he cant be man enough to accept me warts and all and look past the so called social stereotypes and appreciate the person I am then they can hold on to their mother's little finger and let their mom's change their diapers for them.

It felt good to really abuse men Indian men.

I am a good person and I deserve to be appreciated for who I am (with my past and my family background)

I know it's probably asking for the impossible in India so be it.

My friend was still trying to pacify me and tell me that it will be okay that there is a nice decent man out there(a millionaire? :>>) who will love me and accept me exactly as I am.

I have my doubts!!

The search for a councelor was pathetic. There is none listed on google and the one who works sometimes as a consulting councelor at my company was rude over the phone call and I did not feel confortable even setting up an appointment.

Well if I dont find a shrink I will deal with my own issues!!

PS: I still feel nauseous looking at my pics related to Mr Ad and his ex at the party!!