It's so different being with the person who loves you unconditionally( I hope) :)

Mr AD and I didnt get much time together because my Brother was visiting town. But we still met on Saturday at 6 AM for breakfast (post my work) and Sunday afternoon for movie(X-Men Origins:Wolverine).

We spent time together and even though it was woefully short I still was happy just being with him.

Today he came over to pick me up from home and drive me to work:) and we got talking and some of my "secrets" came out..

He didnt even once behave weird about things I told him and he even guessed about my "pregnancy" scare when i was dating my 1st Ex(OK i have 2 so dont think i have to number them all) :)).

He didnt flinch when i told him that i had to leave home town because of being molested and beaten and then being slapped with a "attempt murder" by the guy who attacked me!!! yes, sadly thats justice in india that a 16 year old girls gets beaten up (with atleast 20 witnesses)and instead of the attacker being charged, i get charged for it. Anyway, i was found innocent and the judge realized after 5 years i was innocent.

I told him all this.. I was confortable yet i feared he might decide to just dump me and go..

He hugged me and told me.. that he appreciates my honesty and respects me even more for sharing this information.He told me my past doesnt bother him one bit.

I told him that the reason i am telling him all this is because if he feels i have too much "emotional baggage" he can decide to leave now than later when it will hurt even more.

He told me some of his secrets too..(His ex got preggers and didnt tell him and secretly got an abortion and during their breakup fight she told him)

I love him more for being who he is and for accepting me just as I am..good and bad!

He even told his mom about me( not the gory details just that he likes me and when she asked about my family he told her that my parents are seperated but i live with my mom).

I was mortified that he told his mom about the "divorce" since most people are old fashioned here. But he calmed me down and told me that even if his mom and had an issue , it doesnt matter because it doesnt matter to him),He said what matters is that I love him just as i do always.(now thats not a prob at all):>>

I just cant stop tearing up a bit.

I Thank God for bringing him into my life. I really do..

I just hugged him.

I Just saw him coming into work just now .. and I feel like giving him a big hug(sadly cant)
:wave: