The Green Ogress

I am

I am so scared of things not working out.. I am getting weird sensations in my tummy.

Things are going good with Mr AD (Read Here)and I think i might fall for him.

Serious stuff.

who am I kidding I am already neck deep here

I am scared , pertified, confused and insecure..

I wonder if I am dreaming and if not I can almost feel sick with fear that tomorrow he will end it all.

I just keep my thoughts free and positive by meditating and praying!

I am also Superstitious.. I dont want to talk about it afraid I might Jinx it!

Mr AD picked me from home on Saturday 4 AM.

It took us 5 hours to reach the beach via the most scenic road ever(through the ghats)

We reached the beach and got tent huts on it( Arabian Nights Decor)

The resort entrance looks like below:

The rooms were pretty with colourful shimmery materials hanging from the roof like an arabian night tent and had its own clean Loo's. The Huts were 2 mins from the beach-walking and the most beautiful ever.

Mr AD and I reached around 12 Noon and it was HOT as hell so we showered and ate the most amazing Konkan cuisine( Fried Pomfret,Fish Curry,Rice,Bread) wondeful!!!!!!

We ate and then lack of sleep overtook us and we actually slept for 3 hours..

Evening - we got beach ready and went towards it.. -oh it as beautiful..

We held hands walked around the beach.. both were not in the mood to swim but we still walked at the edge of water letting the waves gently glide over our feet.

Never a moment when he let got of my hand and later had his arm around my waist( it was so romantic)

After sunset we returned to our beautiful Hut with its own private sit out coverend with Bougainvillas and Basil and some tropical flowering plants.

We got some beers and some good snack to eat and talked nineteen to a dozen and more

We kissed ,we Hugged,we held hands we sat with me resting my head on his shoulders.. We spent a lot of time hugging and kissing and talking.

He hugged me to sleep too

Next day after a late breakfast we drove to the other beach areas nearby and explored.

We bought some Mangoes too.

Then we drove to Mahabaleshwar, which is a beautiful Hill town Famous for its Strawberries and beauty.

Took us 3 hours to reach and we spend the entire day walking down its quiant streets (holding hands all the time).

We also stopped at a cafe and ordered a couple of beers and Chicken Tikka.

He drove to show me some really romantic areas and we held hands all the while or he used to hold me close by my waist.

Kissed my nose or my forehead a few times

We shopped a bit.. A nice wooden tray for his Mom and a wooden hand carved Jewellry Box for my mum.

We bought strawberries and the local produce of strawberry preserves. left Town by 7 PM.

It had gotten cold and i was not dressed for the chilly winds.. Which he thought was as the best excuse to Hold me as close as possible.

on our Drive back we talked..He of his Past and his future , I a bit of mine..

He didnt find the stuff I told him remotely weird or scary.He even commented on meeting my brother and family/friends.

And stubmed on a word which made my ears pop..

He said ," I just love you.... ur hands and your hugs and your thoughts.. You even say the words which i have in my mind.

Also said " I think I can see my future with you and , We will be great".

Plus made a comment on us having kids( well the thing went as he is slightly balding and I have very fine hair and rather large forehead... he stated our kids might just be bald)

Over all it was good.. He dropped me home at 10 PM

Then my Mum started giving me a hard time..

She actually was mad at me... for being out almost every weekend and that too with AD and commented" whats going on"? and are you seeing him? and what about "Monsieur"? I though you liked him??

And whats AD's background ? his family? his past? What are his intensions? What do you feel?

I was in no mood to answer her questions..

So i managed to ignore it..but mum is still mad!