The Green Ogress

A few glasses of this wont hurt

And this too

And also since I am wishing . I want the day to get over soon.. So I can Meet Mr AD for breakfast

Thank you all for the Prayers and Kind words.

I met HR today and we had a discussion about the article.

They were surprised that something like this actually happened with me and asked me why i did not inform.

I had informed my boses and I had assumed they had also informed HR as the Facilities also knew this has happened.

Hr asked me if my Superiors actually asked me to relocate and I informed that it's true.

Plus they were concerned that no Police Complaint was filed and I informed them that it should be brought to notice of Authorities else someone else can next time get hurt or worse killed by such attacks.

Over all HR has been very nice and also given me numbers to a few realtors who have Houses for rent at lower costs.

I am going to call them and see what happens about getting a new place.

Whew!

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe!! Yahooooooooooooooooo!

I am, again, floating on cloud 9.

This weekend started welll. Mr AD and I went to have breakfast on Saturday Morning at 5 AM at this really Great place in my City(its near the Osho Ashram).

We hugged and kissed and he kept holding my hand and its just so nice to be in a relationship with an affectionate person. To feel special too ..

He dropped me home at 8 AM and ofcourse I slept till well after noon.

On Saturday evening we went to this Restaurant which serves really great Sizzlers. We drank a few beers(Carlberg) and I ordered a Spicey Chicken Sizzler and he ordered a Steak Sizzler with Mashed Potatoes.(Yum)

While on the way back we stopped near this lovely spot and thats were while he was holding me close he said " PF I have fallen for you, I really have".

I actually thought I heard wrong and so I re-verified, but i had heard right the first time around.

I told him that the feeling is mutual. We kissed and it was so romantic.

He also Dropped a major Hint on inviting me to his home( He lives with his Mom and younger Sister). Thats a Major Move i think.. dont you? I am not scared just happy.

By hint I mean he actually said ,"Pf! I think someday soon you should come to my house and see it as mum and I are re-doing the interiors".

Also His sister knows about us and err we were caught together by her good friend one weekend. Plus his cousin used to work in my project and she already knows via some grapevine.She apparently thinks I am cute and sweet.

It's killing me to work 8 PM till 6 AM.

i was unable to sleep today after coming back at 7 AM somwhow body register daylight and then falling alseep is a fight.

I am tired and my cycle has gone for a bloody toss.

It maybe a headache but I think for my benefit I will have to shift from my current location to a better more centrally located one.

The Silver lining with this shift is that I get to Meet Mr AD for an hour before leaving for the day. However it's a very busy last hour .

Mr AD, now When i saw him at 5 AM yesterday I had to stop myself from openly ogling at him and also control the urge to brush against him or hold his hand or stand with my arms around him.
*sigh*

Plus he looked so cute ,slightly drowsy

He will be meeting me post work today *yay*

I digress.

So i need to find a new place

more bloody headache

Last Night was A scary night!

I was in my cab going home at 3:30 Am When 5 men from nowhere tried to stop our cab and had big scythes for weapons.

The road was deserted and hardly any street lamps .

What scared me more was that my cab driver had his window completely down and so the men with those scythes could easily have attacked and hurt him.

My cab driver actually gave a blood curdlign scream when he saw the man with scythe close to his side of the window and then pressed down on the gas and drove me home at top speed.

I could hardly believe my eyes that the men had those sharp things.. I actually asked the driver if that was actually a big cutting tool.

Because of this incident my company people are super scared and have changed my shift. I will now work 8 PM till 5 AM as opposed to 5 PM till 3 AM.

This is a long shift and i didnt want to work this as it means i sleep during the day and dont have the luxury of sleeping when its dark outside.

I wished they would instead ask me to work semi day shifts

I had a long weekend this time.

Friday Off( I took time off work because I was feeling drained by too much work pressure).

So on Friday Mr AD takes me to this really awesome place- Barbeque nation.It's a fantastic restaurant which has a live charcoal barbeque on each Table.

The food was superb .. I couldnt stop eating Tiger Prawns fresh grilled on our table . There were other items too like Chicken Tandoori,Fish Tikka,Mutton Kebabs ,Potatoes,Tomatoes,Assorted Veg,Mushrooms! The list was endless .

Mr AD and I ate to our heart's content along ith good COld Beers.

We finished it off with Ice cream and brownies topped with chocolate sauce( yeah I think i gained 10 Kilos).

We had such a fantastic time.. Plus err the reason i say things are getting serious is because we finally went 4th base.

He was every bit considerate is all I have to say

Plus if i was worried I might seem too easy( we started dating a little over a month ago ) , my fears were dashed when on saturday he arrived at 3 in the afternoon to meet me and take me out .

He drove me to this place 30 mins from the main city and actually showed me a piece of land which he has bought,nearly paid off and needs to register it under his name.

The land was beautiful.. on top a hill near the Western Ghats( well my city is actually in western ghats and surrounded by mountains).

He discussed his plans of building a house there one day and future plans! he agreed with all my ideas on interiors too

We sat near that land and drank a beer!

He held my hand all the while and hugged me too ..*sigh*

Then he drove us to the nearest Subway and we had a snack and even got icecreams for me to take home.

More hugs and kisses later he dropped me home.

We couldnt meet on Sunday but today he picked me from home and dropped me to work.. and kept holding my hands.

I am so Blissfully happy I dont wish to Jinx it by saying it...

*touche*

I am

I am so scared of things not working out.. I am getting weird sensations in my tummy.

Things are going good with Mr AD (Read Here)and I think i might fall for him.

Serious stuff.

who am I kidding I am already neck deep here

I am scared , pertified, confused and insecure..

I wonder if I am dreaming and if not I can almost feel sick with fear that tomorrow he will end it all.

I just keep my thoughts free and positive by meditating and praying!

I am also Superstitious.. I dont want to talk about it afraid I might Jinx it!

Mr AD picked me from home on Saturday 4 AM.

It took us 5 hours to reach the beach via the most scenic road ever(through the ghats)

We reached the beach and got tent huts on it( Arabian Nights Decor)

The resort entrance looks like below:

The rooms were pretty with colourful shimmery materials hanging from the roof like an arabian night tent and had its own clean Loo's. The Huts were 2 mins from the beach-walking and the most beautiful ever.

Mr AD and I reached around 12 Noon and it was HOT as hell so we showered and ate the most amazing Konkan cuisine( Fried Pomfret,Fish Curry,Rice,Bread) wondeful!!!!!!

We ate and then lack of sleep overtook us and we actually slept for 3 hours..

Evening - we got beach ready and went towards it.. -oh it as beautiful..

We held hands walked around the beach.. both were not in the mood to swim but we still walked at the edge of water letting the waves gently glide over our feet.

Never a moment when he let got of my hand and later had his arm around my waist( it was so romantic)

After sunset we returned to our beautiful Hut with its own private sit out coverend with Bougainvillas and Basil and some tropical flowering plants.

We got some beers and some good snack to eat and talked nineteen to a dozen and more

We kissed ,we Hugged,we held hands we sat with me resting my head on his shoulders.. We spent a lot of time hugging and kissing and talking.

He hugged me to sleep too

Next day after a late breakfast we drove to the other beach areas nearby and explored.

We bought some Mangoes too.

Then we drove to Mahabaleshwar, which is a beautiful Hill town Famous for its Strawberries and beauty.

Took us 3 hours to reach and we spend the entire day walking down its quiant streets (holding hands all the time).

We also stopped at a cafe and ordered a couple of beers and Chicken Tikka.

He drove to show me some really romantic areas and we held hands all the while or he used to hold me close by my waist.

Kissed my nose or my forehead a few times

We shopped a bit.. A nice wooden tray for his Mom and a wooden hand carved Jewellry Box for my mum.

We bought strawberries and the local produce of strawberry preserves. left Town by 7 PM.

It had gotten cold and i was not dressed for the chilly winds.. Which he thought was as the best excuse to Hold me as close as possible.

on our Drive back we talked..He of his Past and his future , I a bit of mine..

He didnt find the stuff I told him remotely weird or scary.He even commented on meeting my brother and family/friends.

And stubmed on a word which made my ears pop..

He said ," I just love you.... ur hands and your hugs and your thoughts.. You even say the words which i have in my mind.

Also said " I think I can see my future with you and , We will be great".

Plus made a comment on us having kids( well the thing went as he is slightly balding and I have very fine hair and rather large forehead... he stated our kids might just be bald)

Over all it was good.. He dropped me home at 10 PM

Then my Mum started giving me a hard time..

She actually was mad at me... for being out almost every weekend and that too with AD and commented" whats going on"? and are you seeing him? and what about "Monsieur"? I though you liked him??

And whats AD's background ? his family? his past? What are his intensions? What do you feel?

I was in no mood to answer her questions..

So i managed to ignore it..but mum is still mad!

Oh Thank God It's friday!!!!!!

Its Finally here.. The seconds are ticking slowly but atleast its friday.

I have a headache staring at the PC because my work involves monitoring a Queue in this pathetic software we use and ..trust me its slow agony.

Anyway.. on a brighter note.. we have the road map and the bags packed and are waiting for my day to get over and then we whizz off to the beach.. We drive via the beautiful Western Ghats and forest land and oh its beautiful.

PS: work front:- I just casually told HR manager that our management is cancelling leaves of us Managers. My management's Statement- We cant have 2 managers on leave on the same day.. It affects our billing( which is a truck load of bull)
There are 8 managers and if 2 are on leave it doesnt matter!!

On Kevin WIlson's Request , a few pics of the Western Ghats

This is Pre Monsoons

During Monsoons

Do Please!

I have loads of work and i dont feel like working.

Plus nowadays my mind's never on work cant blame me if work is boring

The Anticipation for the weekend is killing me

PS: went to Donate blood today( I felt like doing something for the community) and was rejected.

Doc's said my Haemoglobin is low and I need to get started on a healthy lifestyle.. and eat /sleep properly.

Well sorry Doc if my work starts at 4 PM and ends at 4 AM tell my bosses they have sucked my blood dry and they will Laugh.

*bloody Slave drivers*

*wails*

Still 3 days to go before Friday arrives!!!

Then Mr AD and I drive down to the beach( its Hot here okay- 41 Degress C)

Cant wait we have made no bookings we just want to go with no timetable or itinerary.

No there is no plan involved to get to 4th Base

I have made that point clear and so has he that he doesnt have an ulterior motive besides spending time with me.

ooh Mr AD was at work today he first picked me from home and drove me to work and then stayed to finish some last min stuff and then when leaving i met him outside and drove around the block for ten mins -talking.

He holding my hand and then kissed me on my hand too..

Call me old fashioned but i think i love the old "kissing the hand" routine

Oh The weekend has the makings of a Disaster but it still went fantastic.

On Friday I had to sneak out from home and work( which was tough)

I sneaked from work an hour early and drove home where Mr AD was waiting for me at the gates but all ideas of getting away was dashed when my friend's Husband saw me getting out of a cab and getting into the Ford.

Ofcourse i spoke to Friend's Hubby and he being a sport simply commented even before i could" I never saw you"!!!

So drove off with Mr AD and talked and talked and kissed . It was Bliss.

We actually sat in his car and I simply rest my head on his shoulders and star gazed!

I think we got to second Base but he controlled the situation and backed off before it got too heavy.

PS: i did give him some small piece of info about my past and he simply hugged me and stated- " it didnt matter".

He just the sweetest person ever!!!* starry eyed*

Then on Sunday has to spend an excrutiating day at home and a t night dropped my brother at the airport and then met Mr AD again

This time we went to a lounge/Pub and ordered a few Corona's and Lamb kebabs and talked a lot again.

We got out drove to this beautiful spot in the city which is a sort of a cliff and over looks a par tof town.. very secluded .. very romantic.

Yes I got a few Bear Hugs from him. *blush*

We held hands, talked, kissed and then i pulled up some courage to ask something which i wanted to:-

Me: AD can I ask something?

Him: *kissing my hair* yes.

Me: its sort of something on my mind and i just wanted to get it out.

Him: *seriously* Please ask me anything.

Me: Is this a rebound or "just for fun" for you?( i asked as he broke up with his last Girl on New year day)

Him: I was wondering you didnt ask this sooner. No PF Honey you are not a rebound or a "just for fun". It scares me a little how its actually not. But dont get me wrong I like you a lot and i want to spend more and more time with you.

If i needed a fling i could have gone for someone else and i first kissed you 3 weeks ago. I am keeping my promise to not go fast. *kisses my forehead*

Me: Hmm i wanted to tell you i am not in this for just a rebound or a fling either.

Him: *hugs me*

Him: I am glad you are asking me questions, so far i was the only one asking and you were not. That scared me a bit. I want you to be comfortable aroundme and be able to ask me anything or say just anything.

Me: hmmm will take some time but i can work on it

Him: I dont feel like leaving you honey.. it's a wretch to leave you and go.

Me: i Feel the same.

He dropped me home and left

We got this weekend planned for a beach sneak getaway