Okay

I am positive and optimistic but there are times when I want to scream!

I mean I had a Job interview and everything went exceptionally well and now a lesser experienced person is Hired and I am still pending!!!!!

I called the HR of the company and they stated they are "waiting feedback" on me.

It sucks!

I want to hit out, scream till i cant anymore. ..

Is it any wonder that more and more people are shunning God? I mean he/she doesnt really help you know.

All this fucked up world where I tell the truth and instead of being appreciated I get royal kicks in the backside!

Whats the use of being honest? Seriously again and again I have been proved wrong in telling the truth. I tell the truth and I am politely shown the door.

I tell a Lie well things are a little better then ..

Whats the use of being Good? Because if I am good and soft hearted i only get pain in return and betrayal.

Its not worth being a part of this hedious world anymore.. I'd much rather become a hermit or go into an Ashram( Convent/monastery) and live a simple life with simple people who arent going to be backstabbers!

To Hell with it all..

(Whew!)