I think I am suffering from it.
At one place I feel free! I feel good and I feel amazing having decided i dont want to do this anymore.
On second thoughts I am worried- i have a mum to take care of , a house to pay for and many things to take care off.
I am in a fix.
Mum wanted to move here and I dont know If I should get her here now because I am not sure where I will be next week or the week after.
I wish she can stay put for a week or so more to give me time to atleast get my act together!
She is my responsibility now and I cant have her running all over the place at her age.
God help!