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@ 2008-07-23 – 21:54:37
I have done it..
Finally broke up with Monsieur, in a very civil way. We discussed it out.
I told him I want a relationship and the works and he said he was never getting into that.
So we said "good-bye"
Stage one of going incognito is done..
I feel crap!
Doing the right thing makes me wanna cry!
denzil85
Pro 
PrincessFiona
*hugs*
I cant stop crying
Obviously I've never gone through that situation, but I agree with the other comments; its tough now but I'm sure in the long run you'll feel so much better 
PrincessFiona
Yes I know gimme a few years LOL!
I maybe finally ok by the time i am 30ish!
xxx
I'll still be single when I'm 30 if you're interested 
xx
PrincessFiona
LOL I will be older by a few years 
xxx
Well we could always marry when you're 30 if thats better for you? xx
PrincessFiona
Hmm thats an idea! 
I want kids too you know LOL
You realise that I'm Catholic, so lots and lots of kids are compulsory 
!
PrincessFiona
Oooooooh good point!
its a deal then!
RunDontWalk
Pro You need to cry and let the tears flow for you are mourning what was. Once the tears stop, you will be fresh and on the path to healing.
(((hugs)))
PrincessFiona
It feels terrible.. I wished .. it wouldn't have to be like this..
** Wet Bear Hugs*
Sorry am still in tears 
kevinwilson
Pro as long as you know you've done the right thing, you'll be ok.
just get over it in your own time.
you won't regret it, promise.
xx
PrincessFiona
{{{Big hugs}}}
Its the right thing to do.. We want different things in life and he doesn't want marriage.
xx
rainbowdreams86
Pro *hugs* from experience i can only tell you as much as it hurts now you WILL feel better soon xx
PrincessFiona
I hope so ! I feel like a huge lump is stuck in my chest at the moment
xxx
*hugs back*
rainbowdreams86
Pro it will i promise. I even cried thinking i would be lonely for ever etc etc but ya know.. i was so wrong. I think it's kind of 'fear of the unknown' as well.
But at least you have all of us here
PrincessFiona
Yes thats what i feel at the moment.
I was holding on to a slim chance of happiness and things i want..
I fooled myself into believing
Yes I am Glad I have you all 
xx
murphymole
yes it will hurt for a while but Im sure you will come out the other side and be a lot happier.( Hugs ) xx
PrincessFiona
It hurts bad!
*hugs*
loiswakeman
You are going through a really rough patch - aren't you? I wish you the strength to get through it, and I hope in a few weeks or months you'll come out the other side and realise that the sun is shining, the flowers smell nice, and life is worth living again!
PrincessFiona
Well kind of a rough patch! in the eye of a storm maybe
I am trying to be positive and make the right decisions
Thank you for the encouraging words..
xx
*hugs*
Big hugs
I know it hurts, but you know it had to be done. *lots of big squishy hugs*
You will find someone better who can love you and treat you the way you fully deserve.
xxx
PrincessFiona
*HUGS*
I dont feel so positive about finding someone
We never do, until we meet them.
Your a lovely person and you will find someone.
*HUGS*
xx
PrincessFiona
hmm If I do I'll let you know and If I dont well..
Hey !! *walks up and holds you tight in my arms* you are not alone, we are all here for you.
xx
PrincessFiona
*hugs back*
xxx
Thank you
Chyna_Doll
You did the right thing in the end. Like you said, if he can't give you what you want then it won't work long term wise.
xx
PrincessFiona
I know, its the right thing to do.. but it hurts like hell..
He didnt feel the way I do.. infact his reaction to it all was luke warm.. i dont think i ever mattered .. he has his reasons and I can understand those.. but i want someone who loves me .. as a person..
it still hurts
xxx
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Aww poor you
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