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Drunk

by PrincessFiona @ 2008-07-21 – 19:48:04

I am drunk and upset!

~~as usual nothing new about it~~

1) Why is it that men feel they can try and kiss me just because I had 4 beers?

Seriously Am I a ~~slut~~?

I go out with this old, i wont say friend but, let's say I know him for 6 years and He is married with a 4 or 5 year old.He was visiting town and wanted to meet me for dinner.

He gets drunk and tried to kiss me..

I obviously got away without being kissed because I didnt want it.

Makes me wanna cry!

Am I only a "play thing" for men? Not to be taken seriously?

Is that all?

I feel like taking a pumice stone and scrubbing my skin raw. Thats how I felt when a 70 year old tried to play "doctor" with me when i was 16.

I scrubbed my skin raw till it bled.

No wonder I cant get a man in India to marry, they think because I drink beers and am gullible enough to think they wont "try anything hanky panky" that I am easy game.

Maybe thats whats wrong with me.

My body language is some weird "Sexual come on" that even I am not aware I am emanating.

I hate myself and I hate my life and I hate being a woman and I hate being alive.
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- Chyna_Doll
- 2008-07-21 @ 19:53:43
Hugs. You are worth more that what you say. I hope you meet someone you deserves you.

x
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-07-21 @ 19:57:32
  I hope i am ! I dont think i will get anything meaningful with the kind of men in my country.
  
  The other day i was waking back from a grocery store and this guy in a bike stopped in front of me and blew me a gross kiss with a girl sitting on his bike.!!!!
  
  I feel dirty for no reason.
  
  xx
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- murphymole ^Pro
- 2008-07-21 @ 20:06:46
All you have to remember is it is them that have a problem NOT you.
Just because a woman is friendly does not give anyone the right just to hit on her.
Cheer up princess your time will come xxx
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-07-21 @ 20:09:26
  MM in my country it's always the woman's fault if she is sexually harassed.
  
  Its her fault she looks pretty
  
  Her fault she wore fitting clothes which flaunt her figure.
  
  I am sick to my bones with the way men treat me like a sexual object...
  - - murphymole ^Pro
    - 2008-07-21 @ 20:12:38
    Stick your chin out hold your head up high and tell them to get lost xx
    - - PrincessFiona
      - 2008-07-21 @ 20:17:48
      thats what I have been doing.
      
      I want a family and I cant have it.. never will probably..
      
      I am tired! tired of fighting since I was 10 years old
      
      xx
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- Usksider ^Pro
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- 2008-07-21 @ 20:34:39
Woah! No need to feeling self-hatred here.... it's not you that has the problem, but the jerk you went to dinner with. Excuse me, but the man is an arse!
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-07-21 @ 20:37:04
  he and every man I ever knew!
  
  Starting with my ex ...
  - - Usksider ^Pro
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    - 2008-07-21 @ 20:40:17
    I think maybe you need to be spreading your net a little wider, but more selectively...
    - - PrincessFiona
      - 2008-07-21 @ 20:47:54
      Maybe I need to change my country ?
      - Usksider ^Pro
        
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        2008-07-21 @ 20:50:23
        
        A bit drastic, but possibly...
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-07-21 @ 20:57:56
        
        its the only chance
        
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        Usksider ^Pro
        
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        2008-07-21 @ 21:02:55
        
        Well perhaps...
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-07-21 @ 21:07:24
        
        yes
        
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        Usksider ^Pro
        
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        2008-07-21 @ 21:10:29
        
        I'm sure you'll find Mr Right one of these days....
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-07-21 @ 21:25:16
        
        yes maybe! maybe!
        
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        Usksider ^Pro
        
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        2008-07-21 @ 21:30:11
        
        No, you will....
        Trust me.
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-07-21 @ 22:17:18
        
        I wish I could
        
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- adamantixx
- http://adamantixx.blog.co.uk
- 2008-07-21 @ 21:26:02
you've done absolutely nothing wrong, Princess, so there's no need at all for you to feel so bad about yourself just because the men over there have no respect for women.
you are a very beautiful person and deserve to be treated with nothing but love, kindness and affection x
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-07-21 @ 22:20:15
  Yes there are some who would say that "if you go with a man for dinner and a few drinks its a sign of the fact that he will try something like this". That I am stupid and gullible and an idiot wearing rose tinted glasses and trust people to behave themselves which is impossible for them.
  
  So it seems Its all my fault.. i shouldn't have gone out in the first place because Men when drunk try hanky panky with women
  - - adamantixx
    - http://adamantixx.blog.co.uk
    - 2008-07-22 @ 21:23:35
    its NOT your fault at all, darlin, the way a man behaves is HIS responsibility and no-one elses!!!
    you should be free to go out for a drink and a dance if you like without having to worry about guys like that!
    *hugs*
    - - PrincessFiona
      - 2008-07-22 @ 21:30:32
      *hugs*
      
      Sorry I am just in a bad phase and mood
      
      xxx
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- philghodg
- 2008-07-21 @ 22:53:29
I am ashamed to be a man Princess if this is how we are treating you!
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-07-21 @ 22:56:48
  Its not all Men Phil but many are...
  - - philghodg
    - 2008-07-21 @ 23:01:44
    You deserve better Princess
    - - PrincessFiona
      - 2008-07-21 @ 23:05:17
      Try telling God that... because if he really is out there.. he has some serious answering to do
      - philghodg
        
        2008-07-21 @ 23:31:44
        
        Amen sister!
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-07-22 @ 10:06:41
        
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- RunDontWalk ^Pro
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- 2008-07-22 @ 11:51:49
You are not at fault. That twat should never have attempted to kiss you. He was disrespectful to you and himself.

xx
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-07-22 @ 14:57:35
  Yes he was but i am told by a certain person with whom i discussed this incident that " i should have never gone out to dinner in the first place because men always try their luck and I should have known better as this kind of incident has happened atleast 3 times before"
  
  so its all my fault
  
  xxx
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