I feel it.. I have been cosntantly feeling sick and my body feels tired and i get tummy upsets and over all feel tired.

To me its stress taking its toll... since december I have (darn it) been under tremendous amount of stress.

My job on the line, no leave /break constant flying and jet lag and work pressures to meet deadlines and oh yeah no personal life..

Nothing.

I have to admit I slept with Monsieur again a few weeks ago.. I will not make any excuses.

I just wanted.. for a while to feel appreciated.

I now need a break .

Oh forgot to tell you all that just a week ago my brother got a call from some anonymous man threatning to kill/kidnap me.

I have no idea who he is or whats the reason for his threats but brother thinks its my EX's doing.

I just was so upset and Monsieur was there to help me and he did ask me loads of times if he was taking advantage but I know he wasnt. I was fully aware of my actions.

So today when speaking to my Mum and she was advising a break because she knows I have been feeling sick since January when I was in Madrid.

I felt like taking a break in a place close to Pune which is called "Silent Valley"

Its really really amazing place on a mountain near a lake.

Nothing but nature around the resort and not a single moving car ..

Infact the road to it is very rustic and bad because it hardly has any one but villagers.

I love the place .. its so beautiful..

Imagine waking up to lush green and a lake and you are on a mountain side and can actually see caves.

I want the break