God Forgive me for feeling sucidial

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God Forgive me for feeling sucidial

by PrincessFiona @ 2008-03-28 – 18:56:05

I know I know.. I have cried for probably a trillion times by now..

Am sorry If I do it once again..

I dont feel too positive about the furture.. not at all.

Why?

I have blabbed all my problems in the past and will not bore with repetition.

I feel wound up real tight with no scope of release. Ever!

Bro calls saying he wants to chuck mum out as he feels she is a liability because of her emotional issue.

LOL Yeah well this is what he feels about the woman who sold everything to pay for his studies and brought him up.

I didnt get a good education because mum didnt have money left.. ( oops I am repeating)

Anyway..

I just want this to end.. Please!
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- la_spice
- 2008-03-28 @ 22:13:11
Come on Princess - enough of this sort of talk!!!
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-04-03 @ 21:31:32
  trying to stop
  - - la_spice
    - 2008-04-03 @ 21:35:43
    You can do better than that!
    - - PrincessFiona
      - 2008-04-03 @ 22:01:35
      I think I can
      - la_spice
        
        2008-04-03 @ 22:02:29
        
        I'm counting on you!
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-04-07 @ 20:46:25
        
        Thank you
        
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- kaimi0achava
- 2008-03-28 @ 23:33:34
Nooooooooo No NO No NO.

Princess do not let others drag you down. If you stop for one moment and forget the future and the past and concentrate on now, look around and ask yourself what is everything like now. Bring yourself into this present and forget everything else at least for as long as you can. DO NOT think about the negative things in your life. Take Time out to see the beautiful person you are. Last thought of the day to be a nice thought. Look at yourself in the mirror in your red silky shorts and tank and say 'guys, eat your heart out'.
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-04-03 @ 21:33:54
  I am trying really trying.. but things at home dont seem good.. really dont... and well.. I guess you just have to accept that some people will not change and in this case its my brother. I will have to be the responsible one always!
  - - kaimi0achava
    - 2008-04-03 @ 22:23:03
    It always seems to fall on the shoulders of the girl of the family. The guys are just selfish and thoughtless.
    
    I have been worried. I hope you get through this crappy time. I wish I could be of more help for you, just know i will be thinking of you and willing you strength.
    - - PrincessFiona
      - 2008-04-07 @ 22:00:34
      it sure sucks that an elder bro cant really grow up!
      
      you being there via blog sends me positive vibes!
      
      *hugs*
      - kaimi0achava
        
        2008-04-08 @ 13:04:28
        
        Anything to help.
        
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        PrincessFiona
        
        2008-04-12 @ 14:26:27
        
        Thank you
        
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- RunDontWalk ^Pro
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- 2008-03-29 @ 01:42:19
here's the answer...you and me shall grab a plane ticket to Never-Never-Land and fly away where no one can hurt us ever again. Agreed?
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-04-03 @ 21:36:39
  hmm sounds like a good plan
  
  done! lets fly
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- Chyna_Doll
- 2008-03-29 @ 14:38:39
x
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- faffajane ^Pro
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- 2008-03-29 @ 17:12:04
Face it some people are just idiots hun, ungrateful idiots at that.

Hugs xxxx
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-04-03 @ 21:38:54
  yes i have to face it and my bro is one of them.. and very irresponsible too
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- betty90303957
- 2008-03-30 @ 11:44:29
Don't worried.
You can get better in future.
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-04-03 @ 21:45:17
  Hope so . sure hope so
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- wunderbra
- 2008-04-04 @ 14:43:24
don't do it
- - PrincessFiona
  - 2008-04-07 @ 20:46:51
  I am not! i just feel depressed and then grow out by writing it down! thats my release!!
  
  xxx
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- Anon
- 2008-05-21 @ 21:49:40
If you want to suicide, do it. It's your choice. Just remember, you will regret your choices once you pass the point of no return.

PF:

Thank you, I know it is my choice.

The blog owner changed this comment on 2008-05-21 21:51:59
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- Nicol
- 2008-08-13 @ 18:10:14
I have a brother who's always been on a pedestal...but my Mum has just been diagnosed with terminal cancer, and guess what? I'm the one she could depend on and work things out for herself....hope you realise how much you'rew really loved and depended on.

Always 2nd to brother, sometimes suicidal but realising we all have a part to play in this life and you are as important and have a purpose as much as anyone else.

Good Luck!!!! It's hard being sensitive NICOL X
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