No love,no fear;
No pain no tear;
love! life! Struggle! Strife!
More dead than alive.
Misused,abused,misunderstood.
No trust,no heart;
no warmth,o hearth;
Love! Life! Struggle! Strife!
Feel Dead inside.

Its not to great i know.. I wrote it at 3 am..

I was a bit depressed( okay so I have my period and that could be a reason).

Also my roomie gave me a weeks notice after i returned to move my stuff out.She even took some money for the house and expects me to pay the remaining next month!!!

I have been told I am a pushover and too nice.. well I guess i have had it now.

Since I am not living this entire month I wont pay anymore. I paid worth 3 weeks and I am staying only one!

SO will move to a Hotel and then search for a home.

Bloody mess!

I dont even have that kinda money to stay in hotel..

:(