Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

I know I know.. I have cried for probably a trillion times by now..

Am sorry If I do it once again..

I dont feel too positive about the furture.. not at all.

Why?

I have blabbed all my problems in the past and will not bore with repetition.

I feel wound up real tight with no scope of release. Ever!

Bro calls saying he wants to chuck mum out as he feels she is a liability because of her emotional issue.

LOL Yeah well this is what he feels about the woman who sold everything to pay for his studies and brought him up.

I didnt get a good education because mum didnt have money left.. ( oops I am repeating)

Anyway..

I just want this to end.. Please!

Monsieur.... He actually lent me loads of money today..

Came to me and told me i was biggest @ss for not asking for help..

I did ask him for help and he already has helped so much I didnt want to ask for more

He has done the following in the past months

* taken my baggage and personal belongings to his house when I had no place to live and was in USA

*paid half for the house I just rented( he wanted to pay it all but I couldnt ask him to)

*drove around town with me searching for a house taking one hour off work and rescheduling his work to help me

*help me move in

*hug me when I was depressed

*scold me for shopping when I was in US

* had to bear his parents and Brother's obsitnate attitude for lending me things and even keeping my bags at his parents house

and now just when I needed help, He again came to my rescue.

I cant thank him enough

Thats the Indian Rupee equivalent amount left in my bank this month.

My brother lives a good life since I end up paying for everything in 2 places. My own place here and for him and Mum too in another city.

I have 2 meals a day because .. well I dont have the necessary cash to be honest!

I am this broke because I had to pay for the house I rented and for the house bro and Mum live in.

Ofcourse Bro feels I can Manage anything.. well he never had to manage in a pound for next 6 days has he.

*wants to knock sense into with with a dumbbell*

He also called last night to tell me he is sending mum to live with Me and he will move into a smaller place which he can pay for! Ooh Joy!

I dont believe he is being sensible, he just wants mum out so he can live carefree and mess with that stupid bitchy ex Girlfriend of his who claims she has his baby( married to someother man )

anyway , it will save me money.

I can have mum over and get a bigger place and still save money.

Drat!

am hungry so will get some small snack..

PS: if it werent for he who must not be named I wouldnt have been able to survive at all.. God bless him for helping me

From: PrincessFiona
Sent: Tuesday, March 25, 2008 3:04 PM
To: Admin Helpdesk
Subject: Urgent attention

Hi

We have a lot of Mosquito infestation in Basement of A 6. Increasing the Air conditioning temp does not help.

Please have someone get a spray or something.

Regards

Princess Fiona

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yes I managed to find a really nice Studio kinda place in a reallly nice place(heart of city)!!!

I broke my bank balance paying for it and also to the Estate agency ,but it was worth it

PS: It was not expensive just that my financial status is pretty pathetic

Anyway , I cleaned the place and got beds and some house cleaning stuff and cleaned away this morning before coming to work.

Its small but its perfect!

Love takes so much time to get over with?

No love,no fear;
No pain no tear;
love! life! Struggle! Strife!
More dead than alive.
Misused,abused,misunderstood.
No trust,no heart;
no warmth,o hearth;
Love! Life! Struggle! Strife!
Feel Dead inside.

Its not to great i know.. I wrote it at 3 am..

I was a bit depressed( okay so I have my period and that could be a reason).

Also my roomie gave me a weeks notice after i returned to move my stuff out.She even took some money for the house and expects me to pay the remaining next month!!!

I have been told I am a pushover and too nice.. well I guess i have had it now.

Since I am not living this entire month I wont pay anymore. I paid worth 3 weeks and I am staying only one!

SO will move to a Hotel and then search for a home.

Bloody mess!

I dont even have that kinda money to stay in hotel..

Sorry all havent been in touch since I landed!

JFK- the computers in the terminal went down for 4 hours on Sunday! So no checkin for any flights for 4 hours

I had a 6 hour flight delay and instead of a nonstop to India I landed in Heathrow for 2 hours!!!!

On top of it all the airline lost my baggage!!!!!

And the story doesnt end here.

I landed exhausted and fell asleep and obviously didnt go to work nor answered my phone so this Twat AssH**** Asst Manager tells people that I have gone to Mumbai instead and am not answering my calls and will arrive in Delhi sometime later.I did call him and told him of my arrival( even though last friday I had dropped an email)

He then drops me a Stinker mail asking for an explanation for delay

my flight was delayed you fucking jerk

He also asked for an explanation why I flew on a sunday instead of a saturday(you never told me I have to be at work from 10th March)

Then he keeps lying about everything I say!

Thankfully I believe in keeping all communications/followup over emails and so emailed my team of this guy's screwed up lies!

anyway now I am training a bunch of guys on this new project and even the VP seems happy with my work over all..

Bad news:

My nice Helpful boss has resigned

Ray of Hope news:

He involved my VP into the problems I am facing with ex and his wife and now I have a VP supporting me too..!

*thank god for small mercies*

SNowflakes ,snowflakes!

Hey hey snow flakes ,pretty little snow flakes!

Well i woke up this morning to see tiny fluffy flurries!

I love it

have a beautiful morning/day everyone!

it's SATURDAY! *yipeeeeeeeeeeee*

PS: I am leaving for India tomorrow!

Today was in Hooters.. lets just say no big deal about their err Hooters I am more err well rounded

I had a Buffalo medium spicy chicken Sandwich with Cloeslaw on the side..

OOh the guy ( co worker) was also (thats what he said) not too taken by the women there..

I have many times stated just how prejudiced Indian men are..

well here is a proof from a man who commented on my blog(yesterday) which i wrote last year( read it here if you want to)

New comment on your post #2328018 "Virginity & Indian Men"
http://princessfiona.blog.co.uk/2007/05/24/virginity_aamp_indian_men~2328018?comment_ID=6230990&rtc=1#c6230990

Edit/Delete:
http://www.blog.co.uk/admin/b2browse.php?blog=389197&p=2328018&c=1

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Author: Manoj (IP: 124.243.163.177, 124.243.163.177)
Email: manojhaldi@yahoo.com
Url:

Comment:
u r talking about premarital sex now, u also emphasis on ur right to choose whom u want to sleep with.God help ur husband.U r the sor who would choose even after marriage.Good luck to your husband!

Now let me say this.. i may be rude but its possible this man himself may have had pre marital sex but will not tolerate it from his wife.

Most average men in India think like this.. is it any wonder I dont like them? and am single?

March 05,2008, BT office Atlanta

Just 5 minutes ago i was in the ladies ,sure I had pressed the button to lock door only to be proved wrong by a woman yanking the door open! :8

Just be glad i was sitting properly on the toilet!

I never want to think of this again!

Woah!

it's cold ,it's busy,it's concrete but its pretty!( in a concrete jungle lit up kinda way)

I am going out to Manhattan and see empire state and other stuff...

Yipeeeeeeeeeee