Ever felt like a complete failure due to rejection?

I think I feel like a dud now.

It seems as if I am not supposed to keep a boyfriend for long and forget long I feel a complete dodo when It comes to relationships with the opposite sex.

I have resolved to not date till I am ready and to not bother anymore.. its just very time consuming to be in a relationship and to try and make it work and realize that the person is not talking to you because of some silly misunderstanding.

The reason he is not talking to me is that I called and told how my boss behaved on 24th Dec and he snapped that "you know he is a Pig and then you sound all surprised that he behaved like one and I am sick of people acting "OMG" but turning a blind eye "

I am not 100% certain that I brought that reaction there maybe external factors too but it stung and so I replied "i am sorry maybe an error in my judgement and anyway I didnt expect him to make a move in a office gathering and I expect people to behave even if its a casual office party. Please feel free to snort in sarcasm but I didnt expect him to be so direct in his approach and I wasnt surprised that he is a pig just about the speed of his move"

now he doesnt talk not replies nor calls like he used to.. I have made efforts from my end to call and speak but with no results..

Thats it for me.. it really is

ps: monsieur= he who must not be named

*byeee before y'all kill me*