Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

I cried like a baby * wipes nose and looks red nosed and woebegone*

Dont worry I cried reading the final chapters of Marley & Me..

I had 15 pets( all stray adopted) and I loved erach and every tiny pink nosed puppy since the day i first saw them huddling in the cold...

John Grogan made me remember all the craziness of maintaining 15 of them and the pain I went through when one by one they died of old age and or any illness..

Thats where I am going

But... he dropped me home (from work)last night and sat at the gate of house and talked for 3 hours...

3 Bloody hours is the longest talk I have ever had!!

3 Am -6.30 AM front seat of the gates,car and music with a guard giving us weird looks

Thats it????

I have just been told I have a new project which needs my attention and so I have to leave for an all EU trip(for BT).

I need to understand some project and come back and set it up and train people in India to help BT!!

*Yippppppppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

PS: My Assistant Manager thing is comfirmed too * does a conga*

Inspired by the book Marley and Me by John Grogan.

I swear by all things that this is just my dog being described in the book...

I love the book!!

If you havent read it.. please please do

I am down with Sinus .Symptoms Include

1. Headache
2.Runny blocked Nose( shining Bright read since its raw from using Kleenex)
3.Irritable
4.body ache
5.Need hugs and be pampered and treated as "aww baby"
6.Dont ask me millions of Questions
7.Dont ask me to get up from my desk
8.dont make noise
9.Please cuddle loads
10.I'll make sad puppy dog face to gain sympathy and hugs!

I am under medication at present.. *sniff,Sniff*

Thank god Tomorrow is off as US is off on Thanksgiving

Did you know could you tell you were the only one
That I ever loved?
Now everything's so wrong
Did you see me walking by, did it ever make you cry?
Now you're my favorite mistake

They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain

My eyes feel heavy and head hurts a bit and I feel just feel like resting my head on a nice shoulder and feel weightless..

Cuddle and hug !!

Loose your virginity?

* i know very very very nosy and insensitive question*

What can I say? I am curious!!

PS: I lost mine when I was 22

How the hell did women in bygone era have sex with a man they barely knew? let alone love?

*bites nails*

I cant do that.. it's almost like a bad one night stand( and most one nighters are bad from statistics)

Arranged Marriage is just that.. married off to a stranger and you start to know you husband probably after the first child!!

I so cannot do that

Hell yes!! I am not dating at all so that solves the problem of my "true match"

*Hits delete on stoopid emails from astro.com*

Trust me when you start getting emails on your "perfect kiss,perfect partner,perfect tits,perfect ass" matches you get irritated

My friend(the 2 year old Godson's Mother) Has conspired... *she devil*

She conspired to take a lot of photos of me in her son's party and with her Mother in Law found this guy who is working in Microsoft and returning to India to find a gal and marry..

So she got all the photos and is apparently sending them to him and wants me to "just chat" with him ..

If I dont like him then its okay..

I felt a moment of absolute fear

*flashes of me marrying some Man I dont even know*

*flashes of me telling the Man I am no virgin so If he is looking for one then He is so in the wrong company*

*flashes of some boring Software type who has thick glasses and big teeth*

*bites nails*

I dont think I am cut out for marriage

*yuck*

I flew back to this city and am at work...

After a week long vacation dont feel like working

Not everything is as simple as Black and White..

There's always grey...

I am dealing with grey

I got atleast 3-4 calls and a couple of text messages too..

You know who I am taking about...

I am confused .. I know what the advice in general is(dump him) but the thing... is.. he is .. we are not "together" not really best pals(maybe getting there????))

Dont ask me what this is... because even I dont know..

I am confused and I am not hoping for anything to happen (May daydream of Mr Prince sometimes)

It's just something I am not really thinking about because I dont want to think too much and create senarios in my mind and mess things up...(for me)

Monsieur called... He was at work for over 24 hours..

Pretty Friendly and a nice short chat..

News channel (I think I need to stop watching it) is boradcasting another story..

Neil Armstrong saw Alients and UFO's when he landed on Moon..

India has had a UFO sighting it seems

Our new channels are broadcasting this news that our God(Rama)was actually a living King and not a myth..

They have done some scientific research and declared this on a website

http://www.historicalrama.org/dateevents.html

I grew up thinking all Ramayana is a myth...

One incident which made me think....

Happened with a friend's neighbourhood..

They were a couple with a 10 year old kid.

The kids are usually told in school how to deal with domestic abuse by parents and which number to call..(999)

One day due to whatever reason the parent spanked the kid and he called the number and the police came and took the kid away and a court room drama took place where the parents wanted their kid back.. Court denied stating that the parents abused the kid.

The parents comitted suicide..

Thin line between a tiny spank and a abused child..

I was spanked to as a child.. who decides this difference?

I coloured(highlights) my hair red.. for the first time ever ...

It's looking really good.. I have auburn hair as it is.. and I got red highlights..

It's looking great

I am eating.. and eating and eating and hogging on Home cooked meals *mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*

*pats tummy*

Have at times sneaked out with Mum like 10 year old kids to go to the nearest indian junk food stall and hog..

It's so muhc fun behaving like a kid.. and not have to act all grown up and professional ....

*sniggers*

Today we sneaked out to eat "bhel puri" which is a indian junk food but really yummy..

My Dad remembered my birthdate and wished me for the first time in i dont know maybe 15 years...

He actually sent a text message to my brother asking him to pass on the message..

He has been frantically calling my brother to meet him... so brother will be travelling to his town in December for a week and I will also meet him there( maybe)

Whats wrong with dad? why the suddent interest?

Could be lonely and old age?

Oh dear thebig 3-0 is only 4 years away

This is Just my view..

I was reading the news on Wall Street Journal that Most people will vote against Hilary Clinton because she "is not very truthful" and that people(women included) think "world is not ready for a woman president"

how stupid is that?

I think a person should be elected for their capability not their gender!!

Click on this link to read

http://online.wsj.com/public/article/SB119447348096585683-I7Nzos3QDw_V6xm5G_dGrNkMIVo_20071207.html?mod=tff_main_tff_top

I am home and had a wonderful Birthday and Diwali Party..

Roof top barbeque with beeer ,music and cake... and Firecrackers...

I hogged home cooked food.. and was told by mum a few times of how thin I have gone...
(parents always say that)

My pet Zoya is a cute fat lazy labrador and Bro is just the same too..

Ooooooooooooh I got all the best wishes for my birthday and Love and Hugs to everyone for their wishes..

PS: watching Cricket and India beat Pakistan *yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

*finally .. I had lost hopes of India ever winning*

I think I am getting too cynical of married men..

On Monday a very close friend (married to another close pal) sent me a text asking how I am and if ai am feeling okay..

His question was innocent but I for a few seconds reacted with all sorts of ideas of him also propositioning me..

He didnt ofcourse 'cause he says I am like his lil baby sister and close pal.. godmother to his son..

Damn those fookers who have made me wary of all married men..

My dad who has hardly been in touch has called bro up asking him to meet him and travel to his town because of some urgent thing to discuss..

Methinks its because he is retiring next year and wishes to sort his property and will with Bro...

His wish is to live with bro in our current town..

Mum is okay about it.. but it means that Bro and dad will have to live seperate(buy a flat) and me and Mum seperate( buy flat #2)

Oh dear God... help!!!

My Cousin sister who is only a year older is getting married(she is my dad's sister's daughter who I havent spoken to in oh 10 years)

Now I get an invite but I know I wont be able to attend since its a work day..

Everyone around me is getting married.. I am left with NO single friends

I was walking down the market with a Old ex colleague and I dont look at people I cross and it was really crowded.

Monsieur seems to have bumbed into me but didtnt say "Hi"

He called me 5 mins later saying "You could have said hi, you just passed me"

Me: Huh? you are here? why didnt you say hi..?

Him: ooh you were with a guy and i didnt want to err create any problems incase you are dating..

Me: He is an old friend and married.. but that doesnt matter you could have still said hello.

Him: Oh well I am here with my Mother helpin with grocieries..

Hmm That made me think.. he never acknowledges any girls with his mother around because of some reasoning that his parents dont approve of him mixing with girls..

yeah right... well I know a lot of such orthodox parents but it still makes me wonder that a grown man will behave like a teenager when his parents are around..

MEN!!!

I got Monsieur a T-Shirt( well I got it over 3 months ago) and he refused to accept it..

Thats Rude!!

He told me it was nice and that since he wont really wear it i could give to someone who will..

*jerk*

(I am looking for reasons to hate him)

Yes I am.. He has been nice and good but I cant deal with how i feel anymore and I need to get over him and the best way is to hate him!!

.. my dear ,cute godson was in the car with me and fell asleep.. sitting in my lap..

it was a bumpy ride and I had to hold him since I was with some people in the car and no toddler seat..

It was beautiful watching him sleep and I held him close (poor dear was also sick) but he is not that lightweight anymore and it strained my arms to hold him for a 45 minute drive..

hmm I really need to settle down and have a good paying job so I can adopt..

I dont intend to marry or anything and at present single parenthood sounds awesome

Im over him, Im over him, Im over him, Im over him, Im over him, Im over him,

*i feel like a dull ache or like i dont know my own feelings anymore*

I am a nice person blah blah , thats what I am told as a way to soften the blow of rejection.

TWO men I have ever dated decide i am not good enough

I am not looking for anyone anymore.. I am a good person and if people dont value that they can all take a hike.. to hell.

Diwali or Deepawali as known is a Festival of lights

Its spread over 5 days and is the biggest festival for all Hindus in India..

We celebrate the victory of good over evil of Light over darkness.

The Story is that Lord Rama defeated Evil King Ravana of Lanka on this day and returned home after a 14 year exile.

To mark his return his village /town decorated every place with Earthen oil lamps.

Festivities include:

Dhantares: Dhanteras marks the first day of five-days-long Diwali Festival.This is a day of Goddess lakshmi(Goddess of wealth).Dhantares is celebrated to seek more blessings from her. During this time Hindus buy gold and silver and start new business ventures.

Choti Diwali:The day before Diwali is celebrated as Chhoti(small) Diwali or Diwali Eve. It is Diwali on a smaller scale, with fewer lights lit and fewer crackers burst. The morning after Choti Diwali, the women of the house make beautiful, colored rangoli in the doorway and courtyard. Tiny footprints made out of rice paste are a special feature of the rangolis made for Diwali. In Hindu homes, Chhoti Diwali celebrations involve a ritual puja to Goddess Lakshmi and also to Rama in the evening.

Diwali:The third day of the festival of Diwali is the most important day of Lakshmi-puja and is entirely devoted to the propitiation of Goddess Lakshmi. idols of Lord Ganesha and lakshmi are placed with Tray full of sweets,silver/Gold coins, Fruits and flattened rice.

Padwa: This is the Hindu New year.

Bhai Dooj(Bhai means Brother):The fifth day of Deepavali or Diwali is celebrated as Bhaiya Dooj,