I feel Listless,dull though I am smiling and laughing..

:yes: I can smile and laugh (not just fake) even though I may feel like a part of me dying..

I have booked a trip from the 9th Nov to 19th Nov ,going to my hometown (Pune) for my Birthday & my Brother's birthday as well as the Indian Festival of Deepawali.

I still dont feel all energetic and enthusiastic.

I turn 26 on 10th of November!! *sigh*

*most of my friends and batch mates are married with kids and I am the only single one*

* so they are the smug marrieds and I am a Singleton*

*Need to find new friends who are single and who would love to talk and have the same situation as I have ,over drinks*

* all keep telling me I need to marry marry marry*

* I am fed up and told them and my mum to go look for a guy (India has this concept of 'Arranged marriage')*

Arranged marriage is a scary concept for me but it's the way things are followed by 95% of Indians.

Parents look for a partner for their kids and then let the kids meet and if all goes ok they are married off,much like a business deal!!

*shudders*