I have been told that I will be sent back to US for 2 months or so again.

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Oh my the the thought that I will be alone in Atlanta for 2 months will drive me crazy..

I will miss monsieur so so much!!

Ooh and If around Christmas I am there I will visit New York:)

I wish somehow Monsieur was also sent to US with me-That would be soo Much Fun!!!

Anyway I keep Thinking How to err tell him how I feel and am scared that he will Probably find it amusing and fake(because he feels Love Nowadays is alie)

Then the fear of loosing him alltogether(not much in that since I dont own him to loose in the first place)

Yeah and finally the rejection-I know I am not perfect and have so many negatives than positives but still a rejection will hurt a little.

So what do you think?

Please help!!