The Green Ogress

Okay so I have been depressing in my previous blogs However here's an update.

It's My mother's birthday on 1 July So we went out got Rose wine and had a small family dinner,basically small and quiet time as we hugged and wished her at midnight.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM

Still have to decide on a gift and maybe go out for dinner too.. Bro has been acting much better and more himself since he saw the pictures of his ex girlfriend dancing at her wedding(hope this is a closure for him)

Oh I was online today in the afternoon and Monsieur was online too..He was reading my BLOG

So far i made all excuses of how I am a crazy PMSing types who write blogs because he was pretty much reading insane and stupid things I have written about him..

He also clarified which i feel i should mention here that he never had "loads of one night stands" as i have mentioned in an earlier blog.

He has has only one and rest were all "relationships". So there i cleared the air!!

His suggestion that I can probably spice it up here.. (wonder how i do that)

So i suggested I will spice it up when he returns and i have spicey bits to write about

He read all about my past too and I fear he thinks im pretty much a nut case (He really aint as horrible as i paint him to be)

Alright I am off to drink a bit more of the rose wine and read Harry Potter book 5 in my red Satin shorts and tank .My dog is sulking since i didnt offer her crisps and wine and decided to punish me by answering her nature call in my room creating a puddle which looked like water logging

see you all.. Good Night!!!

This is difficult to write and it’s something I'm very closed about.
I know reading this will make you feel uncomfortable.

The reason is because no one can understand what i went through and it's hurts when someone tries to tell you "its okay it’s past". I know It's past but it left scars i can erase for life.

As a teen i was sexually and physically abused. I went through a phase where i was depressed and suicidal.

I remember that day 10 years ago clearly. Cant believe it was 10 years ago.

I was beaten up by and man in service when i was 16 and my mother got the worst because she tried to save me.The man was drunk and I am not sure why he attacked us in the first place.

All i know is that he hit me and picked me up and threw me on the concrete floor, my mother tried to save me and in return got beaten up badly.

She had cracked ribs and was bleeding and had internal blood clots -bed ridden for a month. I had bruises and hurt my spine.

We ran from out house post that to save our lives because we feared after we launched a police complaint that he would come back to kill us at night.

We got mother treated and pleaded a lot to the law to help us. Instead the Culprit filed a counter complaint on me for being a juvenile delinquent and attacking him(??)

During those times mother hired a physiotherapist to cure the spine injury.

That Man instead of curing my injury grabbed me and pulled my clothes off to feel my breasts and also hand over my crotch(thankfully i was wearing denims and grabbed his hand when he tried to unbutton).He didnt do anything besides feel and i was in such a mental state of shock i just didnt react,didnt scream it felt like my mind went numb and i couldnt feel anymore.Just got up buttoned myself and left

I clearly remember that his parting word were "you are such an innocent" as i walked out.

At home i went into the bathroom took a loofah and scrubbed my body so hard i bad scratch marks and sore skin all over.But i still felt numb.

I never told my mother this but stopped my treatment(mum was still bedridden & lawyers fighting my case)

I felt detached!

Since then sex repulsed me and i hated to show my body. I wore clothes which were 4 sizes too large and resembled sacks.

That was a reason why I never had boyfriends and when i finally did have one when he touched me i went numb as if my mind just rejected anyone touching me.

I dated him for 3 years but physically i couldnt connect with him because he always made fun of what happened to me and my past. Always told me "It was years ago get over it".He treated me like i have no brains no feelings and am just a pretty face to showoff..

I know know i dated him because i was vulnerable and lonely and he was safe.He never really got through the layers of barriers i had created.

Maybe it's not all his fault that he cheated on me... after all he thought i was emotionally and physically frigid.

Now i think i am over it however i still feel that my mind can detach itself and not feel..Scares me that i can never really have a relationship(physical or otherwise) because of this.

It's 2.30 AM my time... *snore*

Since I'm 30% bitchy I think im very nice and sweet person.

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You Are 30% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

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*sighs*  * doomed to be nice*

I was reading the Blog by Rhianwen and it reminded me of My Parents divorce! It was a tough time for us.

I remember as a kid my parents never really got along and they never had what you call a Warm relationship.
My dad was found drinking most of the evenings and watching TV and mum was not a working woman, so was generally found in the kitchens cooking or cleaning.

Dad would always find fault with mum's cooking and cleaning and with her in general. Mum would remain silent but definitely angry.
I remember as a kid I just never felt close to dad it was like he was there or not. Didn’t matter.

I was scared of him though 'cause he would beat us up when he was drunk and if we made a mistake like break a glass or make some noise.
Mother took up a job when I was around 8 years old because she wanted to be independent of Dad (he gave her very little money to buy us new clothes or books and also run the house in it)

I remember one day mum had to almost beg and fight with dad to get us new winter clothes because we had outgrown our older ones and he finally got one cardigan for me and one for bro.
My Dad hated it when mum took up work and he started accusing her of being unfaithful and things went downhill to the extent he threw her out along with us one summer and we had to stay a month with Mum's Sister.

He later came home calling her back since my grandmother passed away, but that didn’t make him treat us any better.
One night after a few drinks he beat up my mother and she cracked a bone and had a few bruises, mum took us and ran from home at midnight to file a complaint against him and we spent one entire night sleeping in a old Suzuki car.

We came back home next morning when we were sure dad was out at work.
Things never improved and shouting, yelling, beating never stopped. Finally Dad told mum to get out and take the kids too..
Mum had no choice so one day when dad was at work mum packed our clothes and a few possessions and left.

We lived in a small flat and it was so silent after dad's house -no screaming, no shouting and no crying.
It was our first winter and we had no beds no blankets not many woolens and no stove to cook on or pots/pans utensils.
My Mother's friend helped, he got us blankets when to his shock he saw we were sleeping without much cover and shivering.

Mum's salary was so less it couldn’t pay anything besides rent.
She slowly worked her way to earn enough to pay for our education and afford to bring us up.
She had no lawyer (lawyers charge money) so the Divorce proceedings didn’t happen till 3 years later.

Dad refused to give her Alimony and only agreed to pay a meager sum for us (which he stopped paying when we turned 18)
Mum in the mean time fell in love with the friend who helped us through years(he was married) and that's caused her a lot of heartache and tore us to see her emotionally drained.

I managed to finish my 12th Grade and never really could finish my education since we were as usual in financial mess and started working since i was 21(used to work since 14 actually but that was simply pocket money not enough to support education).
Bro finished his education as most of Mother's savings went into funding his education and by the time i was ready for University there was hardly anyleft to pay my fees.

I still want to complete my education but the financial mess just doesn’t end. I don’t earn enough to be 100% independent and I need to have another person supporting ( in this case it's my brother) and he has his own personal set back and is in a emotional mess phase.

My own ex-Boyfriend couldn’t digest my background (Divorced women in India are treated like characterless women who people can have no strings sex with and her children are deemed to be without morals)
Life's tough at times but It's got its own lovely parts. I know one thing for sure after losing and getting hurt so much I still love life and I know I have a lot of love inside to share, just that not everyone understands.. But hey that’s life!!

Copy these questions, post your answers in your blog and tag five more people.

1. When in doubt... Blame it on the weather!!

2. The most Tagalicious blogger is... Adamantixx

3. Given half a chance, I would... be Cap'ain Planet and clean the world of Scum LOL

4. I'd rather be... in bed cuddling......... the Pillow what else

5. Who knew that... I could actually work!!! * cackles*

Okay Im not sure if I believe this but Ryan 's msg said I will have 15 years of bad luck so im posting

Below are true descriptions of zodiac
signs, with traits from a book written
35 years ago by an astrologist
predictions. Read your sign, then
forward it on, with your zodiac sign
and label on the subject line.

VIRGO- The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to
find. Great when found. Loves being in
long relationships. So much love to
give. Not one to mess with. Very
pretty

AQUARIUS - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone
loves them right now. Always Wants the
last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.
Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted. Easy to
please. The one and only. 7 Years of
bad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT
kisser. Always get what they want.
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in
long relationship. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck
if you do not repost.

LEO - The Coolest one
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love
is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most
caring person Ever meet! however not
the kind of person you wanna mess
with... u might end up crying... 9
years of bad luck if you do not repost.

GEMINI - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not
one to mess with. Funny. Excellent
kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves
relationships,
Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck
if you do not repost.

CANCER - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.
One of a kind. Loves being In long-
term relationships. Extremely
energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed
your expectations. Especially with
your mom. Not a Fighter, But will
Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad
luck if you do not repost.

ARIES- Irresistible
Nice Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners.. Lover
not a fighter, but will still knock
you out. Trustworthy. Always happy.
Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY
FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a
beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE
MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck
if you do not repost.

SAGITTARIUS-The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and
passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
Have fun. Is really good at almost
anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.
Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when
found. 7 years of bad luck if you do
not repost.

TAURUS- The Cutie
Most Amazing kisser. Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative. Extremely random
and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.
Great at telling Stories. Not a
Fighter, But will Knock your lights
out if it comes down to it. Someone
you should hold on to. 12 years of bad
luck if you do not repost.

LIBRA - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of
attention. High appeal. Has the last
word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun
to be around. Extremely weird but in a
good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!
Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she
wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad
luck if you do not repost.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.
Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irresistible. Loves being in long
relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves
to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely
fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of
bad luck if you do not repost.

SCORPIO - Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what
they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves
to help people in times of need. Good
kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A
caring person. One of a kind. Not one
to mess with. Are the most attractive
people on earth! 15 years of bad luck
if you do not
repost.

Since all other Quickies in my life are a at Halt stage, Here's an update

The preparations have driven me insane and so I had to meet Sapphire for a few Drinks

There's a lot of curosity and excitement generated by Hen Night.

Dafter is simply tickled pink and we will se her in her best Avatar ever.

We also have Adamantixx as Special Menu(Hush!!!!!) Dont get any ideas Girls..

I Have a feeling most of us will be too drunk to notice anything else.

The food is decided and the games and drinks and venue.. We need a few Volunteers for Karaoke and games.

Ah ummm i think i can take a much needed short break from my hectic schedule * sips a beer*

I hope to see all Lady FOOLS of La Spice there !!

Hey Dafter can I borrow the Cocktail menu from Happy Hour? Might add to the Fun

I will need a DJ too for the music so that we can all dance without shoes!!

Now This is my all time favourite song.. But If i had drops of Jupiter in my Hair I think I'd have like large earth sized drops and that's a bit too much

However the lyrics is beautiful:

"Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there"

"Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land"

and the most soul stirring verse:

"Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me"

Hen Night Menu

Ah that was a quick update what did you think??

Okay here's what we got so far:

The Hen night celebrations has stirred a lot of excitement

Dafter will also wear ballet shoes for the music and give us a spot of performance and has Kindly agreed to get Pink Bubbly!!

We have an "Special act" by essexboy(in his new Avatar as essexyboy) ,Denzil,Adamantixx

I am Going to be publishin the menu Soon.

Watch this Space!!

I Have been asked by La Spice to invite the girls for an exclusive hen night A La Spice!

The date is July 13 ,Friday 5 PM onwards at laSpice blogland Mansion

Dress code: Pink

This is for the women and i have to organise the following

1 Food
2 Drinks
3 Entertainment(besides all hens yacking)

All girls please help need suggestions to make this one big Hen night!!

I got this new invitation to accept and this is what it states

My username at blog.co.uk is: erectiledysfunctioninfo (http://www.blog.co.uk/user/erectiledysfunctioninfo/)

My personal message to you:

hi... how r u... saw ur profile... can we chat... write me riichard.gere@gmail.com

A few things i would love to clarify

1)I dont suffer from erectile dysfunction

2)I am a WOMAN

3)Richard gere????

I scored a 71

"Why come so far and play "deumure" when you are oh so close! See what you get when you stop being such a tease"

http://www.whore-or-bore.com

I have a few habits which are unlady like and totally annoying.

I generally dont do those in public but at home when im alone I do tend to just let go and be a pig

Let me list a few(this goes to prove im not perfect and am proud)

1)pull at my bra when it kinda gets uncomfortable when hot
2)scratch my bum(at home)
3)scratch my nose
5)pick at my nails or pull my ears
6)tap my feet and twitch when bored
7)Yawn when im bored (Especially when in a meeting or training)

What is your favorite word? - Cool

What is your least favorite word? - abbreviation

What turns you on creatively? - Art

What turns you on spiritually? - Music

What turns you on emotionally? - Books

What turns you off? - Hipocracy

What sound or noise do you love? - Rain falling on the ground

What sound or noise do you hate? - door bell
What is your favorite swear word? - Fuck!

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? - Artist or a actress

What profession would you not like to do? - My current job!!

If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? - "Miss Devil ,Welcome to Heaven. We need help in making it fun"

Thats the number of posts /replies i have received till date!!!

Ouch is this an Omen? * looks around scared*

ooh my it started to rain and we have thunder storms..

Definitely an Omen

* screams and runs away*

This is just another example of how moronic my boss is and makes me wonder why I'm still working here

The Meeting finally took place for 10 minutes and I wasnt even required there except to probably add appeal with my presence as the only woman here.

This Organisation is going to the dogs!!!

All Bloody chauvenistic men with a pole stuck up their arse!

Note:
1)Never ever join a company where the work force is 98% Boring weird men who think grey and brown make a good formal dress code.
2)or wear brown floaters or open men sandals with Trousers(grey & brown appeal)
3)Stare at any woman who remotely wears clothes in her size and maybe bares 2 cms of her skin on her legs

Finally had something to eat.I didnt even havea cup of tea and was starvingzzzzz

*Oops Snoooore*

Awright! Im sleepy and I'm at work since 4:30AM(rubbing eyes)

This is unacceptable ,I left work at 6 in the Evening and I am back at work at 4.30AM.

Sheer Slavery!! Orders from Big Boss" Sophomoric Stupor". Thats what we have named him for his Moronic behaviour.

He doesnt respect anyone's time and basically is a Pr**k. He always has this weird haphazard way of working and will give you tasks to complete right when it's 15 mins for the day to get over and the task is usually huge and complex and he never helps or provides any clarification just dumps it on you and says "I want it in 30 minutes"

To sum it he is a Moron and he is an imbecile!

Over to some good news.

I made a complaint to my company to not block princessfiona.blog.co.uk and they have accepted its not obscene and sexual *yipee* *hurrah* so in the next 72 hours I will have access to reply to comments on my blog!!!!

*fecking coffee machine is not working*

* Snoooooooze*

* ouch boss here*

My brother's ex girlfriend (they had a live in for 3 years) Is married to a guys from my work place scant a month after she moved out from his place!!!

Such a B%^*ch!!

She was a twice divorced ,two kids woman my bro helped post her divorce and even took her kids in and gave them shelter when her ex husband threw her out.

My bro fell in love with her in that time and even wanted to marry her.

In the three years of living in she left him once before as well because she needed "space" and moved in with another Guy (again from my work place) for a month and then returned crying that she "loves" my bro and cant live without him.

Since she left him he has been blaming himself for making her move out and has been on drinkin binges and is totally depresssed.

Now I spoke to his ex a month ago and asked up front what the deal was between her and bro and she was so sweet and said "nothing" .

She infact made elaborate lies and told him and us all that she had to move to a different city due to work when the fact was she never moved and is very much here in this city and livin with this new guy since a month and now married.

Some women are so horrible you want to strangle them .

I am shocked and i hope my bro will be able to get over this and move on.

I have walked life,
I have walked through balmy breeze and breaking storm

I have walked land and climbed mountains
To find my destiny and destination

A sailor ,i look for a place to dock my boat
Tired and weather beaten ,i walk i walk

My mind wanders to far off paradise,my mind Whimsical not fickle
I search eagerly for my destination

I find this paradise
SO lush so beautiful
I want to stay here,but,
the sun,sand and sea call to me and say"it's not time for you to rest,have a long way to go and when you finally do it will be peaceful

I was insane and mad when i brought the most georgeous pair of black patent leather Stilettos which tie around the ankle.

I wear it and Love the entire look, But its a pain to walk around for more than 5 minutes and worse stand in a place for 10 mins.

They look awesome and when i team it with a skirt gives instant long legs appeal!!

Now im wearing it today and have to walk around.. Wonder how those Models and even spice girls Managed to wear such high heels(mines a normal 3.4" heel)

I remember watchin Spice girls wear thos huge platform high heels maybe of 6" or so.

I think i'll trip even if i tried or feel weird like standing on a barstool for shoes!!!

http://www.sexyshoes.co.uk/

This link has some really sexy ones indeed i just wonder how will anyone manage to wear and walk?

* ideas*

1) wear em and let boyfriend carry me around?
2) Wear em and sit on a chair all day

Any one got ideas?

Whew busy day!

I end up creating 10000 presentations for the same thing and same people all the time..

I am hungry and need a bite but sadly the Office Cafe serves "Inventions" instead of food and I refuse to be a volunteer for pasta a la gripe!!

Monsieur is talking to me but he's going through some personal problems and is in a comtemplative mood and also is very moody.

I hope all FOOLS loved my live Karaoke gig at Ls Spice day celebrations?

I have asked one guy out in my dating life and I was really nervous and bit my nails till i reached the cuticles(uggh)

I asked out a guy when i was 20 years old and never been kissed and my friends dared me to ask this cute barista guy at the local coffeeshop. I asked him out and it was hilarious!

Me:*stammering and beetroot red* Would you like to go for a cup of coffee with me

He: Looks thunderstruck and hands slip off the billing computer

(* realised im in a coffee shop asking a barista guy out for coffee????)

Me: Err not here some other err coffee shop

(Entire line of customer forgot coffee and stare at us)

Him: (goes equally red) sure
(rips off the bill from the machine and writes his number on it)
Me: * takes the paper and goes redder* i'll give you a call
Him: do you know my name?
Me: Yeah only first name
Him: *tells me Full name*
Me: * tells him my full name*
(I Turn around and walk towards the exit)
Me & Girl friends: Standing outside and burst out into nevrous laughter*

Now we did get in touch and everything planned,however he never turned up and i was left sitting . He called later a said he thought it was a joke played by us girls

We lost touch and never met again.

basically i have learnt that aasking a guy for coffee is always a disaster for me..

But i dont know why not all guys like being asked?

I am sleepy because I kept dreaming weird dreams which dont make sense.

I hate Monday's but atleast im at work away from home and its troubles for 9 hours.

Had my Morning cuppa of black coffee at work which tastes like old socks boiled in water(Yuck)

at 87 new emails in my mailbox and deleted most of it

reading blogs of my friends at present and really dont feel like moving outta my chair.

Am a bit unwell too.. and so it feels worse!!

Was a bad weekend at home- boring

At home and being lazy.cleaned house a bit(tied a mop to Dog's tail and made her walk all around)

Havent changed out of my red satin night clothes, feel to lazy to even try.

It's raining again and im thinkin what to make for lunch:-S

My dog decided at 6 AM that she loved me too much and started licking my ears to wake me up had to clean my ears and get up early on a saturday(as if she lying on my bed and behaving like a human was not enough )

I sometimes wonder if my pet could speak she would be the most foul mouthed one ever, screaming at me to get her food all day.

Imagine her screaming "Princess ya lazy lump get up and get me my food"

Or "Ouch Princess of lazyland get off yer bed and let me sleep"

AH Im going to read Harry potter again

Now tell me i have a dirty mind (Elizabeth please check this one)

Why would anyone want to create this concrete monstrocity at work?

Marian's poem reminded me this really silly childhood game i used to play with brother and 2 friends.

I cant believe we were so funny then

I had a huge old house built in 1960's where i had orchards and gardens and a old well too for water.

In the orchard(backyard garden) we had a Guava tree and its branches were spread out horizontal instead of growing vertical.

My elder bro named it the "Starship Enterprise".

Characters:

Bro: Spock(he was tall and has longish ears)/as well as Captain Kirk
Girl from next door: Dr McCoy( she was brainy types excuse the gender)
Me: all odd characters as well as scotty(I was 5 years old)

I remember we used to climb the low Guava tree and each would be on one branch and we would enact a Star trek episode(with our own modifications)

The funniest part was that once i fell from a branch and had a few bruises and no damange done.But after that day i was put on "ground duty" and each time my bro would scream "beam me up scotty"

I hated bro for doing that and was a very sulky 5 year old

My work building has 2 weird identical stone/concrete structures(sculptures)

They look weird for the simple reason( I have a dirty mind?) it give ideas...

Let me explain the sculptures are like this:

2 pieces of roundish(roughly) concrete/stone blocks and in the middle one err large stone pillar (tapered end)

Now why would anyone want to create those? and that too two of them?

Ingredients
1/2 Apple
Lemon rind
Pinch Cinnamon Powder
1 tsp Honey
2 tsp Assam & Darjeeling Blend Tea

Method

In boiling water add chopped and sliced apple, chopped lemon rind, pinch of cinnamon powder, and a tsp of honey. Once it boils, shut the flame off and add Assam & Darjeeling blend tea leaves. Cover and let it infuse for a few minutes while stirring occasionally. Strain and serve.

This one's a lil complex but tastes awesome!

Ingredients
3 tbsp Vegetable fat/Clarified butter
1 kg Mutton
2 tsp Ginger paste
2 tsp Garlic Paste
1 bowl Beaten yoghurt
3 chopped and browned onions
1/4 litre Milk
2 tsp Chilly Powder
1 tsp Cashew- Almond Paste
1 tsp Raw Onion Paste
10 tsp Salt
2 drops Screwpine Essence
1/2 tbsp Milk cream
2-3 Cashew Nuts
2-3 Almonds
2-3 Pistachios
2 tsp Cudpahnut seeds
1 kg Basmati Rice
1/4 tsp Cardamom Powder
2 Cloves
2 Cinnamon
1/4cup Saffron soaked in Screwpine essence

Method:

Rice:

Soak basmati rice in water for 3-4 hours to make it soft. Boil water separately and add just the soaked rice to it after draining its water. Add cardamom, cloves, cinnamon & 5 spoons of salt and cook till the almost done. Drain the water out of it & keep the rice aside.

Lamb:
Separately in another vessel heat 3 tsps of Clarified butter. Add the mutton pieces and stir well. Cover and let the mutton cook for around 5 mins. Next add 1 tsp ginger paste and 1 tsp garlic paste. Mix well and add the beaten yoghurt. Next crush the browned onions and add to the meat. Stir it & cook on a high flame for a few mins and then lower the flame and let the meat cook. When it is nearly 70-80% done off the flame and remove the vessel.

In a separate bowl take the milk and add red chilly powder, 1 tsp ginger paste, cashew-almond paste, 1 tsp garlic paste, raw onion paste & 5 spoons of salt. Stir it well & to it add 3 tsps Screwpine for flavour.

Add this mixture to the mutton/lamb and stir well. Next add cream, cashew nuts, almonds, pistachios & Cudpahnut. Stir it well & put it back on the fire.

Now put a layer of cooked basmati rice over the mutton. Sprinkle few drops of saffron soaked in Screwpine essence . Put another layer of rice over it. Cover it with a lid & cook for 5 minutes. Once the steams start coming wrap it with a cloth and cook it on a slow flame (or if possible on coal) & serve it hot.

You Are 66% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchsexappealdoyouhavequiz/

I love this one.. its a dish cooked in my home town and its yummmy!!

Ingredients
1 kg mutton /lamb
1/2 cup refined oil
2 tbsp ginger garlic paste
3 bay leaves
8 cloves
3-4 black cardamom
1 tsp cumin seeds
1 tsp poppy seeds
1 tsp Cudpahnut powder
3 green cardamoms
1 piece mace
2 inch stick cinnamon
2 tsp nutmeg
1 cup beaten yoghurt
5-6 chopped onions
Salt to taste

Method:
Fry the onions and ginger garlic paste in oil. Once the onions turn brown, add the mutton. Powder the poppy seeds, Cudpahnut and nutmeg and add this mixture to the mutton, followed by the other whole spices — bay leaves, cloves, green cardamom, cumin seeds, black cardamom, mace, nutmeg and cinnamon.

Finally, add the beaten yoghurt followed by salt. Cover and cook for 2 hours on a slow flame.

This tastes best with Bread (Naan)or white boiled rice.

its raining today!

I love summers where i can sit in a park under a tree with a picnic basket and watch everyone sun bathe and relax.

I love rain , i love to walk in the rain feel the drops on my skin, a rainy day makes me feel like snuggling up with my guy and spend time at home with him doing mundane tasks like cookin together.

I find it the perfect time to cuddle with him and pure joy of sharing thoughts.

I love blackouts so I can again stick close to him and light up my flat with candles.

I love Autumn and the way the nature changes colour and we prepare for the next season. I would love to show him the flock of birds flying south.

Winters are grey and cold but i would love to hold his hand and walk, maybe put my arms around him and into the pockets of the warm jacket.

Sit on a sidewalk cafe on a cold day and sip hot chocolate.

Sping's the time to take dancing lessons together and float in a beautiful air ,smelling of fresh leaves.

I love him.

I am home and was basically a quiet day. Cleaning,Grocery shopping and then reading a bit.

Was looking forward to the evening to watch a Movie(Nanny Mcphee)
Hoeever, elder bro( bigger grumpus) Decided to crash my plans my returning home today and is making life miserable watching F1!!!

I feel grumpy, we always(Mum & me) do things exactly as he wants because he has a nasty temper and many mood swings and to keep things peaceful we just dont agitate him at all.

He has his nice days(recently he broke up wit his super bitch sleep around girlfriend).

I Dont know but i feel Claustrophobic and wanna live alone and on my own and i am planning to move out for my sake and my mother's sake too..

She deserves to lead a peaceful life and a better one( parents are divorced).

Well I would have loved to relax with a Glass of Wine last night. I couldnt. First My Bro was over and he finished it before I could get my hands on it and it was the last bottle.

To go out to get one at 11 PM was not my idea of a relaxing night.

So i ate my dinner and then a small walk and a few stretches before going to bed and managed to finish my book Scarlet Pimpernel.

The book's amazing and so it did relax me a little.

Today was another mad rush to get the office party next month organised and financials worked out.(uggh!)

I again havent had lunch and so I think i'll grab a bite or something.. sooner.

Now because i raised concerns over the work with VP , immediate boss got a feedback and so he's playing dirty.

All the issues i have raised he has dumped it on me to work it out(no offer of hlp/support) and knowing him i am sure he dumped it on me so that he has someone to blame if it doesnt work.

Previously he did not have a punching bag and i feel like i am going to be one now!!

Sob! sob! I feel i need to run away .. Thank god for Weekend!

This never ends, Now i spend an entire day in a Audit for process documentation.

It's mind numbing to sit in such a Audit , you have to take out all the documentation over the last financial year and even quarter and sit and check with the Auditor that its all correct and in place.

Then I have to make a presentation which will go to the Head of department for a review of how things are going(whew!)

I couldnt eat lunch ,breakfast was on the go and I am hungry and tired.

I need a nice glass of wine at home and cant wait for the weekend to laze and relax.

Hmm did anyone notice that Paris Hilton's Wax figure now wears a Jail bird striped attire?

Now is that her latest fashion statement?

I have been working from 9 AM to 10 PM since past few days and I am at my saturation level.

I had to get up early today and attend a Presentation skill training from 9 to 5 and am now creating presentations and getting bugged.

To add to it we are organising a few activities for some Foundation day at work and i am supposed to act in a small play in it..(gets worse)

I feel like running home and snuggle in bed and sleep.

Okay so I was stuck in a meeting with VP today and have just had time to breathe.

He wanted to discuss before i met with CEO of my concerns and I had a proper detailed Agenda typed with suggested improvements.

Initially i had butterflies in my tummy and he was also very apprehensive that I would go into some crib mode and not really be a positive represetative of issues.

However, I was positive and I told him of my views and issues and improvements.Interactive session.

We had a positive discussion and I am hoping to see results.

I have decided Yoga is not good for my health.

I generally practice mild yoga , However yesterday decided to try extreme yoga and twist my legs to form a pretzel.

Since this morning my thighs ache and I have trouble sitting/standing without uttering "Ouch" at each tiny movement.

I think I am officially off yoga for sometime now.

Okay So our company had a All Employees meet and open Forum with the CEO.

I decided to Be there and kinda raise a few concerns on behalf of my department.

I did Manage to stand up infront of over 800 people and all big bosses and speak my mind and thoughts(Me knees were knocking so loud it was heard a mile off)

My CEO heard it all and I think i managed to sound intellegent and together so now he wants to meet me and discuss the future of my department and work a way to get it on CNN so that we can showcase our brilliance..

Now here's the mess HOW???? I know we have issues , I am no genius... I gotta think things out real fast 'cause we dont mess and play around with the CEO right?

GOD HELP ME!!

I was bored over the weekend and decided to sketch. This is what I came up with a sketch of my nephew!!

Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind."

For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one.
You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun.

Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

http://www.blogthings.com/whatmovieisyourlovelifelikequiz

Your Birthdate: November 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz

create your own visited countries map
or vertaling Duits Nederlands

We all have read about it and heard all about Earth shattering orgasms from friends, gossip.

However how many of us have actually experienced it?

I mean as per a Survey conducted 95 %*(i may have the figures wrong) women fake it.

Me? I am a part of the statistical survey and agree i have faked more times than I can remember.

Now i want to ask all the women(and men) If they have experiences which were actually out of the statictics!!