The Green Ogress

So on 1st I called by Boss and told him i have Diarrhea(so he cant ask me to take meds and come to work,he did try ofcourse)

I was at home and worked in cleaning it a bit as my house is being painted and floor polished!

The Flowers and Cake got delivered(a little late than he midnight I wanted -actual delivery time 2 PM)

Anyway, Once the workers left home mum and I got ready and by 8 PM were at this fantastic Place for dinner.

Mr AD got delayed due to traffic and reached 30 mins late but with flowers for Mum.

After that we ordered Starters and Beers and Mum & Mr AD went on 19 to a dozen. I wasnt not even allowed to talk.. I mean I didnt get the chance .

Mr AD even got mum to dish out some of my childhood secrets and how mum managed to fool us(when i was away fromthe table in the ladies).

(no He and Mum arent telling me what it is)

The Evening was a huge success ending with mum giving Mr AD a hug and inviting him home.

Mr AD then called me later in the evening and told me that the evening was great and he enjoyed meeting my mum and that the next time he comes home to pick me up he wont be staying out in the car .

*yipeee*

Thats when my mum was born. Its her Birthday today! Happy Birthday Mum!!

I am taking her out for dinner today and Mr AD will be there to. It's a formal meeting between Mr AD and mum.

I had asked him if he would join Mum and I for dinner and then realized that it sounded too ..well.. "officialSo I blurted that he doesnt have to. Now a week later Mr AD called and said he wanted to join us for dinner if my Mum is OK.

I told him that if he felt cornered or even remotely uneasy he doesnt have to but he stopped me from blurting more by saying that ,"I have though over it and would love to meet your mom and be there for her birthday".

He also stated that if his Mom called me I should speak to her and introduce myself.(Apparently he has called me once from his mom's mobile phone and now my number is stored there).

Over all it's a day i am looking forward to (there are butterflies in my tummy).

I also bought mum flowers and cake and will take her to a Thai place which she loves.

Well i was very naughty ,thats for sure

Since there is renovation work going on in my house during the day(the time i sleep) i am barely getting much of the Zzz this past week. So Mr AD suggested that this saturday i catch up on zz's at his place and his mum and sister will be out from morning till evening.

I lied to my mum about going to a "girl" friend's place and Mr AD picked me from work at 5 AM.

We grabbed some breakfast and were out till 7 AM. Then his mom left and we drove to his place.

The bummer was that his sister was sleeping and had decided not to go. (OOps)

So Mr AD sneaked me in and I slept (rest edited). It was heavenly to sleep in his arms.. He definitely knows how to hug

His sister left later that morning and He work me up at around 4 PM.

We went out that evening for dinner and basically that was one heavenly Saturday.

Sunday we watched Terminator Salvation(Fantastic Movie) and he talked of some serious stuff about his past relationships. etc.

He held my hand once and just simply said "I so need you in my life"

Over all.. Great weekend and now back to the old Grind

Mr AD's dog has gone wandering in the afternoon when the main door was left accidentally ajar.

She has not returned and he and his mum are very worried. SO am I.

She is one grumpy bitch but cute as hell and ofcourse i dont want a dog going missing,she might get hurt.

****Update***

Just got update. Mr AD's bitch has returned..

*whew*

It's so different being with the person who loves you unconditionally( I hope)

Mr AD and I didnt get much time together because my Brother was visiting town. But we still met on Saturday at 6 AM for breakfast (post my work) and Sunday afternoon for movie(X-Men Origins:Wolverine).

We spent time together and even though it was woefully short I still was happy just being with him.

Today he came over to pick me up from home and drive me to work and we got talking and some of my "secrets" came out..

He didnt even once behave weird about things I told him and he even guessed about my "pregnancy" scare when i was dating my 1st Ex(OK i have 2 so dont think i have to number them all) .

He didnt flinch when i told him that i had to leave home town because of being molested and beaten and then being slapped with a "attempt murder" by the guy who attacked me!!! yes, sadly thats justice in india that a 16 year old girls gets beaten up (with atleast 20 witnesses)and instead of the attacker being charged, i get charged for it. Anyway, i was found innocent and the judge realized after 5 years i was innocent.

I told him all this.. I was confortable yet i feared he might decide to just dump me and go..

He hugged me and told me.. that he appreciates my honesty and respects me even more for sharing this information.He told me my past doesnt bother him one bit.

I told him that the reason i am telling him all this is because if he feels i have too much "emotional baggage" he can decide to leave now than later when it will hurt even more.

He told me some of his secrets too..(His ex got preggers and didnt tell him and secretly got an abortion and during their breakup fight she told him)

I love him more for being who he is and for accepting me just as I am..good and bad!

He even told his mom about me( not the gory details just that he likes me and when she asked about my family he told her that my parents are seperated but i live with my mom).

I was mortified that he told his mom about the "divorce" since most people are old fashioned here. But he calmed me down and told me that even if his mom and had an issue , it doesnt matter because it doesnt matter to him),He said what matters is that I love him just as i do always.(now thats not a prob at all)

I just cant stop tearing up a bit.

I Thank God for bringing him into my life. I really do..

I just hugged him.

I Just saw him coming into work just now .. and I feel like giving him a big hug(sadly cant)

It sure has!!

I couldnt stop staring at Mr AD when he just arrived at work and looked so cute half sleepy.

you think I am

PS: we are chatting and also went for a short break together .

I wish I could spend every Minute with him...*sigh*

He Said it..  

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He said it yesterday- Sunday...

 

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This weekend was Fab!

Saturday I went to see a couple of houses which i can rent,however the prices were exorbitant the house it self was in such bad shape (read white tiles browned, leaky loos,bad plumbing and construction and horrid Kitchen) , i was in a bad mood wondering why do I even bother! I mean the Estate Agent actually had the balls to tell me that if I need something better I need to pay more..( I was looking a range of 8000- 9000 Rupees per Month and thats not cheap at all)

Then I returned home and got ready to go out with Mr AD and just as we drove from my house... It started to pour..... I love rains so that was not a bad thing.

WE drove for a while ,got a few beers(Peroni,Carlberg & Corona) We also got a few Subs from Subway( Teriyaki Chicken,Grilled Chicken Breast, Chicken Ham)

He then Suggested we go to his Best Buddy's place and watch the T20 World Cup.

I wasa bit apprehensive since He was introducing me to his close Friend Circle( all Men).

Still we went there stocked with beers and the guys were a bit err surprised to see me (honestly , they were not expecting a girl)

But we got through the introductions and sat down to watch the match.

The guys were very interested to know where i am from, and how do I know Mr AD etc...

They were a pleasant lot! I liked spending time there.. They ofcourse decided to pull my leg and involve me in a bet on which team wins..

Since I know Less than Zero about Cricket ,it's no use talking cricket.. .. Was fun..though.

We had beers and then Sandwiches and even had Chicken Biryani.. Scrummy!!!!

Then I reached home at 3 Am and Mum scolded me for staying out late.

Next day Mr Ad took me to see Angels & Demons! I loved the movie... Since My Mum was out he and I got beers and some food and watched Cricket at my place.. Cuddled up on a sofa... mmmmmmmmmm... heavenly...

Oh and the coming weekend I am again going out for a weekend trip with Mr. AD.. More lies to be told to mum since if she knew she would never let me go without a huge fight!!!(I avoid scenes).

I also did something which Ideally should have freaked Mr AD out and made him run a mile.. But he didnt(Bless him).

On Saturday when he was dropping me from post Cricket meet at Friend's place, I was slightly tipsy and feeling risque... Int he car while he kissed me , I uttered that I was a little beyond "falling for him".

Instead of staring at me petrified ,like a rabbit or squirrel, he smiled and kissed me more.

Next day he calls and we meet as usual..

It is A Beeeeeautiful day!

WE had the first rains of the season , marking the beginning of the Monsoons!

The evening was beautiful after the spell of showers , so, Mr AD picked me from home and decided to drive me to work.

On the way to my work He had to take a detour to his house to pick some papers up. He actually Invited me in.

I was terrified.. I thought "i cant meet his mum right now.. I am not mentally prepared". But his mum was out and his sister also had left to meet her fiance.

So i was shown around the house and the redecoration work ,which is still in progress, done.

I was introduced to his pet Dog ( a mongrel) .. A very Jealous Possessive Dog i must say... Each time Mr AD so much as Stood next to me or Hugged me she would go crazy and bark the whole place down..

So I decided it's time I made friends with her.. So I asked Mr AD to stand near his pet and then i gently approached and tickled her ears.. Thats it.. She didnt bark !!!!!

I gave Mr AD a few ideas on improving his room too ... and a few Ideas for his Living room etc.

Mr. AD even got out albums of his babyhood and other recent pics and I saw a lot of pics of his family holidays..

Mr AD was real cute as a baby... very chubby and adorable!!

I enjoyed my time looking around his place and he will pick me up tomorrow and take me shopping for some new accessories for his living room tommrrow

Am so Looking forward to it.

Did I spook Mr AD? I think I did!

Maybe I did it on purpose to see if he will stay or run!

Well here goes..

We were chatting and i casually.. very casually asked when will i get to see his re-done house and room. Ofcourse I mentioned that He could click Photographs and show me if he wanted to..

His reply?

Mr. AD: Maybe last weekend of the Month you can come over and see.. There are still some final touchups being done in my Mother's room!

Me: yeah maybe ,sure..(and i changed the topi and we chatted more)

Today we were on call again chatting and discussing mundane stuff , when i told him that i was trying to see if I can get a Job where I can work Day times and get public holidays and decent money( I know I am asking for too much here)

I had tried in this telecom company and got a feeler that they have openings in a different city/state.

He asked if I am rejecting the option of relcoating becaue of him.. at that moment I said NOOOO..

Later I sent him a text:

"What if I said part of the reason for not relocating was you?".

His Reply was :

"Mwah"

Then I (surprised) sent a text:

"Are you not spooked?"

His Reply:

"I am spooked! Am never sure how to react".

Hmmmmm.. Actually I am spooked too but anyway .. I let the topic go.. Didnt wish to drag it.

While I was drafting this blog.. Mr Ad Calls and apparently not that spooked because he spoke like usual and told me "he is missing me" and then stated he will call me again before he goes to sleep.

I wish I could read His thoughts and know whats going on in there!!!

This Month is a crutial month.

I am paying iff two debts!

1. one that I owe Monsieur(the ex)
2. A loan I own the bank.

I have one more debt.. dratted credit card.

If anyone ever asks me about Credit cards.. I will say one thing.. Keep away from them.. dont use them (well that's how it works in India)

India is still a country which likes to deal in cash.. Yes there are establishments which accept cards , however most peopel prefer to swipe debit cards instead of credit cards.

I am Happy I am paying off my dues and soon I will be debt free and then I can breathe easy.

I am making changes and I plan to lead a life with no credit cards and no debts as much as Possible...

SInce I already have paid Monsieur.. thats now a closed chapter. Completely closed!

I love Mr AD.. He is the best thing to happen to me ever! *crosses fingers*

He is kind,considerate,a bit aggressive at work but a loveable teddy with me,he has his flaws but I love him for it all.

Best of all he is Honest.. and He accepts me as I am!

This weekend we were broke!

I mean really Broke!

But Mr AD still came to pick me from work at 5 AM and we drove around , it was beautiful at that hour. Still dark and cool and beautiful roads.

Hardly any traffic and devoid of the usual heat and dust of the afternoon.

We went to a small but famous place for Breakfast-Scrambled eggs,Toast,Butter,Cheese Omlette and Tea(Iranian style).

Was fantastic and easy on the pocket too

He then dropped me home at 8 Am and i slept till 1 PM.

I started my period so I was fairly cranky very much on painkillers.

In the evening he drove over again and we picked up a 6 pack of Corona's *bliss*

We drove around on the beautiful Ghats for sometime and then went to this other small place where they sell Chicken Tikka Wraps on road stall.

The Wraps were simply delish .

Imagine- chicken Tikka pieces,Mint Chutney,thinkly sliced onions on a tortilla bread which was fried one side with an egg!

It was superb!

We drove to another romantic lookout place and stayed hugging for a couple of hours . I was cranky so I got extra Hugs Plus I also got a chocolate Doughnut and a brownie

Sunday was a day at home...

Today was pay day so got our Monthly Salary! Mr Ad drove to pick me from home and drop me to work...

Few more hugs and kisses *bliss*

Oh we were caught by one of the HR people at a fast food place where we wer haveing a snack

Mr Ad feels that now it will be officially known to my project people... that we are dating!!!

A few glasses of this wont hurt

And this too

And also since I am wishing . I want the day to get over soon.. So I can Meet Mr AD for breakfast

Thank you all for the Prayers and Kind words.

I met HR today and we had a discussion about the article.

They were surprised that something like this actually happened with me and asked me why i did not inform.

I had informed my boses and I had assumed they had also informed HR as the Facilities also knew this has happened.

Hr asked me if my Superiors actually asked me to relocate and I informed that it's true.

Plus they were concerned that no Police Complaint was filed and I informed them that it should be brought to notice of Authorities else someone else can next time get hurt or worse killed by such attacks.

Over all HR has been very nice and also given me numbers to a few realtors who have Houses for rent at lower costs.

I am going to call them and see what happens about getting a new place.

Whew!

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe!! Yahooooooooooooooooo!

I am, again, floating on cloud 9.

This weekend started welll. Mr AD and I went to have breakfast on Saturday Morning at 5 AM at this really Great place in my City(its near the Osho Ashram).

We hugged and kissed and he kept holding my hand and its just so nice to be in a relationship with an affectionate person. To feel special too ..

He dropped me home at 8 AM and ofcourse I slept till well after noon.

On Saturday evening we went to this Restaurant which serves really great Sizzlers. We drank a few beers(Carlberg) and I ordered a Spicey Chicken Sizzler and he ordered a Steak Sizzler with Mashed Potatoes.(Yum)

While on the way back we stopped near this lovely spot and thats were while he was holding me close he said " PF I have fallen for you, I really have".

I actually thought I heard wrong and so I re-verified, but i had heard right the first time around.

I told him that the feeling is mutual. We kissed and it was so romantic.

He also Dropped a major Hint on inviting me to his home( He lives with his Mom and younger Sister). Thats a Major Move i think.. dont you? I am not scared just happy.

By hint I mean he actually said ,"Pf! I think someday soon you should come to my house and see it as mum and I are re-doing the interiors".

Also His sister knows about us and err we were caught together by her good friend one weekend. Plus his cousin used to work in my project and she already knows via some grapevine.She apparently thinks I am cute and sweet.

It's killing me to work 8 PM till 6 AM.

i was unable to sleep today after coming back at 7 AM somwhow body register daylight and then falling alseep is a fight.

I am tired and my cycle has gone for a bloody toss.

It maybe a headache but I think for my benefit I will have to shift from my current location to a better more centrally located one.

The Silver lining with this shift is that I get to Meet Mr AD for an hour before leaving for the day. However it's a very busy last hour .

Mr AD, now When i saw him at 5 AM yesterday I had to stop myself from openly ogling at him and also control the urge to brush against him or hold his hand or stand with my arms around him.
*sigh*

Plus he looked so cute ,slightly drowsy

He will be meeting me post work today *yay*

I digress.

So i need to find a new place

more bloody headache

Last Night was A scary night!

I was in my cab going home at 3:30 Am When 5 men from nowhere tried to stop our cab and had big scythes for weapons.

The road was deserted and hardly any street lamps .

What scared me more was that my cab driver had his window completely down and so the men with those scythes could easily have attacked and hurt him.

My cab driver actually gave a blood curdlign scream when he saw the man with scythe close to his side of the window and then pressed down on the gas and drove me home at top speed.

I could hardly believe my eyes that the men had those sharp things.. I actually asked the driver if that was actually a big cutting tool.

Because of this incident my company people are super scared and have changed my shift. I will now work 8 PM till 5 AM as opposed to 5 PM till 3 AM.

This is a long shift and i didnt want to work this as it means i sleep during the day and dont have the luxury of sleeping when its dark outside.

I wished they would instead ask me to work semi day shifts

I had a long weekend this time.

Friday Off( I took time off work because I was feeling drained by too much work pressure).

So on Friday Mr AD takes me to this really awesome place- Barbeque nation.It's a fantastic restaurant which has a live charcoal barbeque on each Table.

The food was superb .. I couldnt stop eating Tiger Prawns fresh grilled on our table . There were other items too like Chicken Tandoori,Fish Tikka,Mutton Kebabs ,Potatoes,Tomatoes,Assorted Veg,Mushrooms! The list was endless .

Mr AD and I ate to our heart's content along ith good COld Beers.

We finished it off with Ice cream and brownies topped with chocolate sauce( yeah I think i gained 10 Kilos).

We had such a fantastic time.. Plus err the reason i say things are getting serious is because we finally went 4th base.

He was every bit considerate is all I have to say

Plus if i was worried I might seem too easy( we started dating a little over a month ago ) , my fears were dashed when on saturday he arrived at 3 in the afternoon to meet me and take me out .

He drove me to this place 30 mins from the main city and actually showed me a piece of land which he has bought,nearly paid off and needs to register it under his name.

The land was beautiful.. on top a hill near the Western Ghats( well my city is actually in western ghats and surrounded by mountains).

He discussed his plans of building a house there one day and future plans! he agreed with all my ideas on interiors too

We sat near that land and drank a beer!

He held my hand all the while and hugged me too ..*sigh*

Then he drove us to the nearest Subway and we had a snack and even got icecreams for me to take home.

More hugs and kisses later he dropped me home.

We couldnt meet on Sunday but today he picked me from home and dropped me to work.. and kept holding my hands.

I am so Blissfully happy I dont wish to Jinx it by saying it...

*touche*

I am

I am so scared of things not working out.. I am getting weird sensations in my tummy.

Things are going good with Mr AD (Read Here)and I think i might fall for him.

Serious stuff.

who am I kidding I am already neck deep here

I am scared , pertified, confused and insecure..

I wonder if I am dreaming and if not I can almost feel sick with fear that tomorrow he will end it all.

I just keep my thoughts free and positive by meditating and praying!

I am also Superstitious.. I dont want to talk about it afraid I might Jinx it!

Mr AD picked me from home on Saturday 4 AM.

It took us 5 hours to reach the beach via the most scenic road ever(through the ghats)

We reached the beach and got tent huts on it( Arabian Nights Decor)

The resort entrance looks like below:

The rooms were pretty with colourful shimmery materials hanging from the roof like an arabian night tent and had its own clean Loo's. The Huts were 2 mins from the beach-walking and the most beautiful ever.

Mr AD and I reached around 12 Noon and it was HOT as hell so we showered and ate the most amazing Konkan cuisine( Fried Pomfret,Fish Curry,Rice,Bread) wondeful!!!!!!

We ate and then lack of sleep overtook us and we actually slept for 3 hours..

Evening - we got beach ready and went towards it.. -oh it as beautiful..

We held hands walked around the beach.. both were not in the mood to swim but we still walked at the edge of water letting the waves gently glide over our feet.

Never a moment when he let got of my hand and later had his arm around my waist( it was so romantic)

After sunset we returned to our beautiful Hut with its own private sit out coverend with Bougainvillas and Basil and some tropical flowering plants.

We got some beers and some good snack to eat and talked nineteen to a dozen and more

We kissed ,we Hugged,we held hands we sat with me resting my head on his shoulders.. We spent a lot of time hugging and kissing and talking.

He hugged me to sleep too

Next day after a late breakfast we drove to the other beach areas nearby and explored.

We bought some Mangoes too.

Then we drove to Mahabaleshwar, which is a beautiful Hill town Famous for its Strawberries and beauty.

Took us 3 hours to reach and we spend the entire day walking down its quiant streets (holding hands all the time).

We also stopped at a cafe and ordered a couple of beers and Chicken Tikka.

He drove to show me some really romantic areas and we held hands all the while or he used to hold me close by my waist.

Kissed my nose or my forehead a few times

We shopped a bit.. A nice wooden tray for his Mom and a wooden hand carved Jewellry Box for my mum.

We bought strawberries and the local produce of strawberry preserves. left Town by 7 PM.

It had gotten cold and i was not dressed for the chilly winds.. Which he thought was as the best excuse to Hold me as close as possible.

on our Drive back we talked..He of his Past and his future , I a bit of mine..

He didnt find the stuff I told him remotely weird or scary.He even commented on meeting my brother and family/friends.

And stubmed on a word which made my ears pop..

He said ," I just love you.... ur hands and your hugs and your thoughts.. You even say the words which i have in my mind.

Also said " I think I can see my future with you and , We will be great".

Plus made a comment on us having kids( well the thing went as he is slightly balding and I have very fine hair and rather large forehead... he stated our kids might just be bald)

Over all it was good.. He dropped me home at 10 PM

Then my Mum started giving me a hard time..

She actually was mad at me... for being out almost every weekend and that too with AD and commented" whats going on"? and are you seeing him? and what about "Monsieur"? I though you liked him??

And whats AD's background ? his family? his past? What are his intensions? What do you feel?

I was in no mood to answer her questions..

So i managed to ignore it..but mum is still mad!